It all started when I was still first year college. I pretended to have a crush on someone who was quite popular in our school.He was part of the Basketball Team,certified playboy and heart-breaker. Every time he passed by,my friends teased me,and I pretended that I really liked it. A year after,he's one of my classmates,and it was really awkward because our classmates gave me a "THIS IS IT!" looked.One time,we're both early for our next class,he talked to me and asked my number. When I went home,I received a text message telling me that it was him.That was the time that we started to build our "secret friendship". We didn't talk in our school,nor glanced with each other we just sent each other messages even inside of our classroom. He entrusted me his past, that he loved a girl so much and that girl dumped him for another man.... [Read More]
Tags: Broken, Hanging, Love, True Love, Sad, PainHi guys, I am new in this Forum. First of all I would like to add that I am gay (if you are against, stop reading now, please) I don't know what to do anymore I need help. I tried so hard to move on to start feeling better with myself that looks it will be impossible. I am 21 I am Mexican ( born and raised) I chose to belong to this forum, due to the fact that I think people I know could hardly find me or something. Since I was in kinder garden I knew I was gay, since I was 6 years old I had a lot of self-esteem problem because and don't really know why, I think maybe because my dad always compared me with other people and the people my family and I use to get along and hang out with ( the family... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Help, LonelyThe first time I talked to you I was 13 years old, you were 11; it was December 2008. You were my cousin's girlfriend at the time, and we clicked instantly. It turned out that we had so much in common, and never stopped texting each other; it was a 24/7 conversation. Though we never had met each other, we shared our deepest thoughts and secrets. I knew that I could trust you with anything and everything and that you would never judge me for it. You and I were best friends, instantaneously. To this day, I have yet to find anyone like you; nobody can ever be as amazing as you. In about March of 2009, I was going through major issues in my life, but you were always there for me. I know I didn't tell you how much of an impact you had on my life during... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Friendship, Sad Story, Separation, Love, DepressingIt all started early in my eleventh year in school. I was attending Creekside High School alongside my two best friends Josh and Jack. Josh was the kind of kid who had a lot of mistakes in his past but was working on it and trying to become a better person. He was there for me and stuck up for me. But Jack was more than that. I fell for him really quickly and things were different between he and I. He had a girlfriend and I could tell they were in love but I don’t know. I can’t describe it. He and I can go months without talking or without seeing each other but when we finally reunite, we talk and laugh like no time has past since the last time we spoke to each other. I remember one night I was so upset about something that had happened... [Read More]
Tags: Depressed, Cheater, Love, SadIt was October 28th. I was at my cousins birthday party with my best friend. we were having a blast for a while until... sh had gotten on Facebook and asked me if i knew Justice and Austin Meade. I looked at her with the most weirdest look then she had said they were in a car crash with a younger boy Brain Mendenhall. I freaked out i didn't know what to do and i didn't want to ruin my cousins birthday party but the tears just started to burst. Everyone had gathered around me to see what was wrong which made me feel selfish cause no one was paying attention to my cousin. On the way home my mother and stop father tried their hardest to keep a smile on my face but nothing worked. My mom had put on a sad song for some reason i did not... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Death, UnhappyThe sound of laughter and cheers filled the air with excitement... the seats were filled and people could be seen peeping from the windows of the auditorium... girls kept glancing at the clock frowning and sighing not able to tolerate the wait...... for guys the wait seemed longer for this was the only time they ensured never to be late unlike the lectures they joined at the end...... Of course nobody wanted to miss the couple dance of Arnav and Khushi........ every year the annual event was held with pomp and show and the couple dance event were the most exciting event everybody looked forward to.... very batch had their best dancers however none had been able to take the trophy ever since arnav and khushi had stepped on the stage together 5 years back... what made this year even special was this was their last year in college and... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Romantic, Love, Emotional, DeathThe night was cold. It had just stopped raining and the streets glimmered as the moonlight and stars reflected on them. I was standing on the curb of the sidewalk under a streetlight. I had my white umbrella balanced under my palm. I check my watch. It was growing late but I didn't want to go home. I don't know why I had stopped there; on that very spot. So, I headed home. I entered the house and the strong tension hit me like a wave. I could hear my mother and my stepfather fighting in the kitchen. It wasn't their first fight. My little brother was sitting in the living room, staring at the TV with a dark screen. I asked him what was going on but he never responded. I sat next to him and he immediately wrapped him arms around me. Everything happened so fast. Mother made... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Angry, Family, Alone, Hopelss, Heartbroken, Brother, Love, Night, Rain, Cry, TearsIn the middle of my freshman year, my mother had a job offering in New York as a secretary. We moved there into this condo complex that was offered to my mother by the company. I started school in this academy where we were supposed to wear uniforms. They were itching and stuff. Summer came. I was 15 but I really wanted to find a job. There were jobs for people my age like mowing lawns or cleaning pools. I cleaned a pool for a 27 year old lady who paid me 300 dollars that day. She said if i came to clean her pool every Friday i would get 350. i accepted. I would go to her house every Friday and she would supervise everything. She was hot but i knew i didn't have a chance. One day she invited me in and offered me a drink. Without know... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Sad, Love, Cougar, Granted, Break Up, HurtI remember the day I first met you. I remember the first word you said to me. I remember it all, but I bet you don’t remember. I remember the conversation we once had about doughnuts. I even remember the first time you said I love you. But I also remember how we fell apart. We had been together almost 5 months. It was the first day of school but it was also the day my heart died. I woke up feeling happy making sure to send you a good morning text and to remind you how much I love and care for you. Getting on the bus to find a seat was ok. I got to the school slowly feeling the dread of last year’s demons coming back. Me getting called fat and ugly while wishing and hoping for someone to hold me to help me fight my demons... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Lost, Regret, Painful, Unfaithfulness, Cheating, Unloved, Broken Heart, Death, Hurt, Betrayal, Tears, MemorI walked into my first day of school on a cold, rainy morning. I was wearing a sweater, even though it was early fall, and much too warm for sweaters. I had to hide the bruises. My parents had fought again. I decided to attempt to break it up. It hadn't gone very well. I sneaked my way through the crowded hallways, praying I didn't bump into anyone and hit my bruises. Someone would notice if I winced. I reached my small locker and opened it. I was surprised to find a note in it. It read; "What's it like, to be all alone in the world?" "The hell?" I muttered, crumbling up the paper and tossing it into my bag. I heard snickers from what sounded like a girl behind me. "What do you want?" I groaned, spinning around to face her. Ariella. The only girl who knew about... [Read More]
Tags: Alone, Sad, Depression, Death, Hurt, Broken, Lost, Pain