It was around the beginning of freshman year when there was a big rift about a boy, lets call him Will, liking a girl in Humanities class. I had always been good at reading people's body language, so I was pretty see this guy liked her. But still, i wanted to be sure, so one day, I decided to IM Will. I asked him if he liked this girl. She was a pretty and pleasant girl, so I would not have been surprised if he liked her. I have no idea why I had asked him. Maybe I wanted to make a friend then, being from a different district and all, or perhaps I had wanted to help this poor guy out, I really do not remember. The reason does not matter. What matters is that I eventually fall for him. I would have never thought that I would fall... [Read More]
Tags: Hopeless, One-sided, Hurt, Betrayel, Cry, Mistrust, Highschool, UnlovedTwo summers ago i was introduced to a wonderful guy named Kalabe. At the time i didn't know him all that well so i wasn't really interested. I heard he was interested in me, but i had been hurt before so i was scared. We talked a lot and i started developing feelings for him. He came over to my house one day after school where we sat and watched movies. That night he asked me out and i said yes. I was very happy but i was scared, i didn't want to get hurt again. I put that behind me and focused on what i had; i was happy again. As our relationship went on we got really close and i fell in love with him. We spent a lot of time together and when we weren't together he was all i thought about. I never had feelings for... [Read More]
Tags: Breakup, UnlovedIn everyone's life, they want to learn to fall in love and feel like they are floating on air. I meet this one guy, David, in 9th grade. I'm not gonna type and say how he was so nice and so sweet and blah blah blah. He was not like the other guys, he wasn't with me because I was beautiful or because I was nice, and he was with me because he saw something in me no one else saw. He was religious and was a true believer in his religion. When I first meet him, he was that one guy no one wanted to date because of his weight, but underneath him, there was this amazing helpful person. Through my middle school years, I went through a lot of drama, not so much social drama though. I had my hamster die, my grandpa, my great great aunt, my... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Unloved, Breakup, CheatedOnce upon a time there was young lady. This lady had experienced more pain than most her age. At 21, many viewed her as having a mindset of a sixty year old. Many complimented her on being so mature, so independent, yet, no one dared asked why she was the way she way. This is her story. At five years old Megan* saw her first snow. She remembers it clearly because not only was it her first snow, it was her first truck ride. You see, Megan and her family took at trip with their step day to Washington, to drop off his freight. (he was a semi truck driver) Megan was only five, but she couldn't get over the beauty of the snow flakes flowing around her. Megan was five, and she couldn't help see the magic in the trees. Megan was five, and she couldn't understand why her... [Read More]
Tags: Abuse, Step Dad, Family, SufferingFeb. 28 2010. The day we first met. I was dumped by a jerk that day. His best friend, David came and comfort me, thinking I was actually sad that jerk dumped me. He dumped me for a girl who's much "Hotter" David was mad at him saying that how could he dump a girl who much more caring, sweet, and kinder just for a "hotter" girl. And that broke their friendship. That day we ended up talking and talking, slowly I started to really liked him. I asked for his number and chat online. We don't see each other much, so we chat online a lot. One day he asked me out, dumping a girl who cheated on him many times. I was happy, overjoyed cause by that time, I fallen for him. Brown hair, hazel eyes, and amazing voice to match that smile of his. We both loved... [Read More]
Tags: Broken, Unloved, HeartbrokenJami's Diary 8th Grade Year I wish I wish I could tell her how I feel. Today I saw the most beautiful girl in the whole 8th grade class ,and the world. Jenny was her name, when i asked she spoke like an angel. I wish I could tell her how I feel... 12th Grade Year (Prom) I wish I wish I could tell her how I feel. Me and Jenny talked today. She really loves her boyfriend. They broke up and I had to comfort her after prom. She told me i was the best friend on the planet. I wish I could tell her how I feel... College Sophomore Year I wish I wish I could tell her how I feel. Jenny has grown even more beautiful if that's even possible. I saw her at a party with Derek. My heart sank, she was happy as ever. We... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Missing, Death, HeartbrokenIt was heartbreaking, seeing my friend- my first crush leave me. My eyes were full of tears that day as he left. "Hey K.K.! Wait for me!" he yelled, I stopped and turned around. He hugged me tightly as I embraced it. "I'm going to miss your smile and face once I'm gone..." he trailed off, leaving me with a puzzled expression. "Wait, what do you mean gone?" I asked suddenly, leaving his friendly hug. "I'm sorry," he began to whisper. "I didn't tell you earlier. You would never forgive me. His gaze met mines, full of sadness. "You would beg me to stay. But it's better this way, to keep this a secret." "You mean... You're moving?" I asked, shocked and angry by the surprise. "Yeah, if I told you sooner you would worry. I don't want to see you sad for the past couple of days. I wanted... [Read More]
Tags: Goodbye, Love, Let GoThe road has been hobbled, because she was already more than 70 years, so if she had any choice at all, she is rarely able and willing to leave the house. Although she had a daughter, she was staying in a nursing home, because her presence is not desired. Still remembered by her, when the father of the child ran away after being her pregnant without going to take responsibility for his actions. In addition, the family demanded that she abort the unborn child, because his family was ashamed to have a daughter who was pregnant before marriage, but she still defended it, and therefore she was expelled from her parents' home. In addition to the shame that should be on the responsibility, she had to work hard at the factory to finance her life. When she gave birth to her daughter, no one was with her. She does not... [Read More]
Tags: Mother, Family, Death, Love, Daughter, Unloved, Hurt, Sad, TearsHis eyes always caught mine, those big brown eyes I adore. The way his body moves I came so close to, how I longed to be the girl for him... his girl. I have been in love with this one boy Logan since, I don't even know how long. Logan and I tried going out twice but it just didn't work out. I have been secretly in love with him for years. I took my chances and we became close friends he knows everything that happened to me, and everything I have done. I trust him with everything, and he trusts me with everything. I love that boy, he never even knew it. And his girlfriend was my friend... well; i started dating this boy Danny. Not far into the relationship Logan and I both professed our hidden love for each other. He told me he always hoped that I... [Read More]
Tags: LoveWe started talking when he moved to our school. He was so sweet to her, they texted for hours and hours, everything was going good. She had told her friends about their love for each other, about how great everything was going. One day he came up to her. "Okay, I really like this girl, and I can't stop thinking about her," the girls heart started to pound and her palms started to sweat. All she could think was, 'this is me.' "Go on," she said, her cheeks hot. "And well, I want to be her boyfriend," he smiled. "And?" "She's so beautiful. I really like her.." "Who is it?!" "Renee, could you give me her number?" "Oh. Um, sure. I'll text it to you later." The girl ran to the bathroom and started to cry. Renee, her best friend had stolen him away. How could this happen. She stared... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Broken, Betrayal, Depression, Heartbroken, Hurt, Lost, Lonely, Love, Pain, Sadness, Secret, Death