My crush

Tom

16 Sep, 2011 08:32 AM

I had a crush, name her N. She is not an ordinary crush teenagers had. She was 1 year younger than me. I liked her so much, I want to be with her together, I want to spend all of my time with her, most of all I want her to be mine. But sadly, I find it difficult to throw away my pride and I don't have the courage to confess to her. So I concealed my feelings, until she got her first boyfriend, though they do not last long, I'm still shocked and when I ask her (Through SMS)" Do you want to find another boyfriend? " She immediately changed the topic and drag me to somewhere else. 1 year passed, I attended her younger sister's graduation but don't even manage to talk to her. I was pathetic, and even though I don't even get to talk to... [Read More]

Tags: Help
Votes: 20
14810 5

Did you ever even love me..?

Maddie

14 Sep, 2011 05:08 PM

It was April, and I was talking to one of my brothers friends who I had a crush on. A few days after talking, we started going out. We were both so happy. Nothing could get in the way of our love... ...So I thought... We were dating for a year, and of course, all good things come to an end... It has been 6 months since we have been "in love"... I was talking to his friend, who was trying to help me out so I wasn't so upset about him leaving me. A few nights after talking to her, I finally found out that she was dating him. They both knew I still loved him... This tore my heart into pieces. Their relationship lasted a week or so. I forgave Michael, because he now knows how I felt when he left me and then dated another girl. But... [Read More]

Tags: Alone
Votes: 14
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A chapter of my life

gabrielle night

14 Sep, 2011 09:14 AM

I've let myself do a quick search in the room around, looking. I studied everyone in the room though it seems worthless , everyone had their faces buried in their own paper trying to understand what the hell they were answering, no one bothered to meet my gaze ... i was looking for HIM i restlessly looked around hoping to find him, then i realized i was already looking at him!!! but just as this thought passed trough my mind his head snapped up,probably having that feeling that someones staring at you, and for a nano second -i couldn't tear my gaze from him- his unexpected reaction made me jump and i almost drowned on those ultra dark brown eyes as if it physically melted, i snapped out of my reverie and hastily looked to the opposite side of where i could still feel his eyes. and stupidly i looked... [Read More]

Tags: Pain
Votes: 8
11487 4

Two hearts...Goth love

MadameSophie

13 Sep, 2011 04:13 AM

...well I'll be starting from when he came to Portugal. A Brazilian boy, named Gustavo. he was then 24 years...and he came there to work and near his family. He started to live with a cousin, and later one, he moved to his aunt's home: Maria. I won't be describing how we met, 'cause it was just so casual...and we just felt nothing at all. As time went by, he became kind of interested on me...I guess.Yes, I just could guess 'cause due to my lack of experience with 16 years...i just could be innocently in love, though with 16 we just like to flirt and know new people. ...Time went by....I could still guess i was in love... He showed nothing.I showed I loved him. Like a lill'girl...but I did. He always respected me.he didn't played with my heart.ever. I never saw he felt the same thing 4 me...so,I... [Read More]

Tags: Apart
Votes: 3
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I Waited

Abigail

11 Sep, 2011 12:10 AM

His name was Ian. He was 23, and I was 19. I was a sophomore in college just moving into my new apartment when I saw him. He made a habit of smoking on his balcony, which I didn't mind because I knew someday I was going to have enough courage to talk to him. I was so shy. One day I bought a pack of cigarettes, and started smoking, in hopes that he would talk to me- which soon after, he did. Everyday after that I stood outside his balcony to talk to him. I'm a decently shy person when it comes to men. I'm not awkward, but I'm often referred to as being quiet with an angel face. About 2 weeks into our balcony talks, he turns to go in his house, but before he could I stopped him and surprised myself when I asked,"When can I ask... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Waiting, Death, Sadness, Accident, True Love
Votes: 202
54670 60

I feel like I'm losing you...

Anonymous

08 Sep, 2011 02:22 PM

I wish you could see how i really feel on the inside, instead of believing all the lies that I?ve been telling you, not only you, actually everyone, including myself... Why can?t you see how I feel? Don?t you get it? I wish I just could tell you the truth, how I really feel about you. I don?t want to hide it anymore or pretend that those feelings for you aren?t there. But I feel that you?re lying about something, or at least not telling me the whole truth. We are best friends, and you?re the only one that I can truly be myself with. But I feel like we are growing apart. You don?t talk to me as much as you used to. You don?t touch me or cuddle with me as much as you used to. Everything has changed now. Now, it seems like you don?t even want... [Read More]

Tags: Best Friend, Love, Sad, Angry, Confused
Votes: 21
38660 10

(STORY) - A Letter To My Best Friend (Part 2)

Richard

08 Sep, 2011 02:13 PM

Dear Best Friend. I wish you could hear my voice one last time so that you would no longer have to worry. I wish I could make you smile one last time so you would know that you deserve to be happy. I wish that I could make you laugh one last time so that you would cry tears of happiness rather than tears of sadness. I am in the clouds. I am far from you but near your heart. When you find the truth, please do not worry. I am in a better place, but no matter where I am there is no better place than the place by your side. I also miss you. I hope you are feeling that I don't want you to be worried about me anymore. Your love one is right, when we meet again, we will talk as if it hasn't been so... [Read More]

Tags: Best Friend, Love
Votes: 10
17041 3

(STORY) - A Letter To My Best Friend

Richard

08 Sep, 2011 02:12 PM

Dear Best Friend. It's been many years since we have last spoken. I miss your smile, I miss your voice, I miss the expressions on your beautiful face. I remember our last conversation as if it was yesterday but I am just being skeptical because if we did speak yesterday I wouldn't be crying all night before I sleep or when I eat. I would be laughing and smiling like all those days where you and I spent every moment together. If you are out there somewhere in the world. Please I hope you find my note in time. Come to my aid. I am lost and hopeless without you. I remember those moments where you would always take my side whether I was wrong or not, you were the truest person I ever met. We had our worst moments as well but you were always the better person and... [Read More]

Tags: Friend, Love, Missing
Votes: -2
24237 7

Constant fear of losing something

Mia Mill

05 Sep, 2011 10:29 AM

You know, you can call me a brat, a kid who doesn't know a thing about the world, because I'm just sixteen years old and honestly, I wish it was like that. Just to be a naive kid, to knows nothing about death, about money that seems to vanish and parents, who just get older and older. And in their shadow follows death. Certainly, but always lets go of them at the last moment. Seems to always leave you behind with the message don't forget me, one day I will come'. It began first when I was, I think, eleven years old. My mother had cancer. It wasn't that bad even though it was cancer, but we first didn't knew if she could recover. What made her conditions really worse were the medicaments she had to take. She was weak and you couldn't do anything than just watch. Watch your... [Read More]

Tags: Life, Death, Family
Votes: 6
17194 0

Conclusions (More Than Just Best Friends)

Den C Ti (find me on facebook)

05 Sep, 2011 09:35 AM

Back when I was in high school, I was a smart kid but never really striven for high grades or perfect scores... At times, I would make sure I would get a zero on my tests and get a 100% on my exams to confuse my teachers... One day, on my senior year, one of my math teacher announced an up coming quiz bee... Eleonor (not her real name just in case anyone actually knows me), was chosen to compete 'cause she was remarkably excellent in our math classes since our sophomore year. She needed two more students as teammates; so Jody (not her real name too) was chosen too [she volunteered herself 'coz she's Eleonor's bff]. I was listening to music using my earphones, thinking the teacher was too cooped up with the participant-choosing that she wouldn't notice me. My conclusion was a mistake, she saw my earphones and... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Death
Votes: 11
15658 4