I can't let go

Manda

21 Jul, 2011 11:22 PM

We were too young for loves I thought, I never really thought about boys until Jay attends my church he came in with his big brown eyes that could make any girl tremble. We were only 8 years old and it was summer where we would have a program for our church and he happen to come too, I never really noticed him, to me he was cocky and a show off he tried to impress me with running really fast and showing me how athletic he was but he noticed that I wasn't impressed. At the same time he realized I was athletic as well so we competed against each other sometimes we were on the same team. As years went on I started to see how immature he was becoming until I heard him sing it was like heaven on earth as if I was falling in love... [Read More]

Tags: Unloved, Heartbroken
Votes: 10
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It makes me nervous when...

Regan

21 Jul, 2011 12:14 PM

Everyone is usually nervous at one point. Whether its peeing in your pants, throwing up in front of everyone, reading your paper out to the class, giving a speech in front of your whole school, or more. There was a girl named Alex Veresto hwo was nervous all the time. Even when people just asked her a question, she would freak out as if someone told her a scary story. She only had one friend, her mom. Her father was a soldier at war, and died by severe head bleeding. Her father was the only one that she felt kept her safe. Ever since then, Alex has been crying herself to sleep, and not feeling protected. Alex always felt like her dad would help dad would help her in everything. Well once again, Alex woke up this morning as tired as you'd be on a road trip to Florida. She... [Read More]

Tags: Nervous, Family
Votes: 7
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INVISIBLE

debbie

18 Jul, 2011 06:43 AM

Hey there! I?m here trying to share a story of an unnoticed love. To start everything, I?m 17 years old, being in dull relationship twice (hehe), and I can say, I?m not new anymore on the ways of love because somehow, I have a bit of understanding of it. UNNOTICE LOVE? Yes, I have these strange feelings towards a guy. He is an upper class student, cute and a bit mysterious. I never expected to feel like this while I?m here in this school. Well, because I entered a university which I thought all the guys studying here are all weird. Not really, I mean this school are for smart students and I really don?t know why I able to passed the entrance examination. It all started when I was forced to get up early before 7 when my class was supposed to be 9 AM. We are required to... [Read More]

Tags: Heartbroken
Votes: 3
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Broken

missingyou

17 Jul, 2011 07:46 PM

Tell my why do things have to change when they were perfect from the start...? Why do we have to lose everything that we have always been holding onto, after everything that we've been through together..? I kept thinking that this loneliness, this sadness, this.. emptiness would be gone if I kept you by my side. But now, I realize that even though something is near you.. they feel.. distant. Was it because I was forcing them to continue staying by my side? Was it because.. because you don't feel the way I wanted you too. Was it because.. was it because I was too selfish to realize what you truly felt? Was it because.. I was always focusing on my feelings, that I didn't even have the time to consider what YOU felt? Or was it because.. you saw right through me..? I thought that this love was our... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Breakup, Heartbreak
Votes: 68
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Love at first sight(Boy point of view)

Selena

17 Jul, 2011 07:25 PM

Today was my first day of a new school. I'd just moved here. I put on jeans and a t-shirt and left. I got there when the bell was ringing and went to the office. "Hello, I'm principle Smith. You must be Zachary" "Yes, sir. Glad to meet you." He went over the basic stuff. Then he called a girl named Miyah Jane Lynn to the office. He said she's help me out. She came in a few minutes later. She was the most beautiful girl he'd ever seen. She had Dark long brown hair to her mid back, Big brown eyes, light pink lips that weren't thin or pouty just right in the middle, Her skin was golden color, and she was about 5" 2". The principle talked to her then we walked to our class. Me and her became friends on the first day. We stayed friends throughout... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Love
Votes: 15
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Love at first sight(Girl point of view)

Selena

17 Jul, 2011 07:01 PM

I guess i've always been the type of girl to do her homework, get good grades, but only because my mom is very strict.I couldn't have a boyfriend or go to parties like a normal teenager. My dad left us when I was little and we haven't heard from him. Anyway, I got ready and went to school like I did everyday. We only had a month left. Then I'd be a senior. In first period i got called up to the office. "Hello Miyah. This is our new student, Zachary. Even though there is only a month left he still needs to finish to go on to the next grade. I need you to help him out and help him to his classes." "Ok, Principal,Smith." I smiled at him and looked over Zachary's schedule. He had the same schedule as me. Then i looked at him. He had short... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Love
Votes: 8
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i still love him

Mai

16 Jul, 2011 11:39 PM

i wont post my real name because i dont want people to know this part of me, but this is my story..... Ever since i was little i was lonely, my parents would always fight, and in my country (bangladesh), if anything wrong happned my dad would sometimes slap me. i was a very bad student because i couldn't care less about studies. suddenly my parents decided to move to canada, and i was upset but not that much because nothing ever meant anything to me. i was different from everyone. i didnt talk, no nothing but everything changed when i went to grade 5, where i met this boy who was my classmate. he was very kind, gentle and nice. aldo he was the type who wans't really into relationships or dates. and he was really smart. he was different from other guys, and i didn't even notice, but... [Read More]

Tags: Sadness, Heart Break
Votes: 4
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Troubles In My Life

Kristina Gilpin

15 Jul, 2011 10:14 PM

I'm 25 years old withing theses last couple years of my life it haves been nothing but hell. When I was little my mother never was around she always left me and my brother to go be with strange men and drugs I know when she came home it was only for a couple of Min cause when she tuck me into bed she would rub the back of my head to put me too sleep so I wouldn't be up set when she left all I ever wanted is a mother which I still never got. When I was 8 years old my father took me over to my sister and her husband house to play with their kids well I got thirsty I went into the house to get some Kool Aid on my way back out my brother in law stop me he said he wanted to... [Read More]

Tags: Hope
Votes: 5
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My other half is dead

Ms.

15 Jul, 2011 09:34 PM

My story will begin with my pain in theses words and will end the same way. It shouldn't be hard to believe but I'll promise that it is true.. I live in a house with both parents. my parents are Muslim and they were raised that way. me & my twin brother, ahmed werent. the things they tried to keep us from only lead us closer to it. my brother was my life. he was my twin.. he would always say "it's you and me against the world." i loved him more than i loved my self or anyone else. but i was selfish. my brother wasn't a man.. he feared other men. i was the strong one.. i was the one that was always there to fight his fights. to hold him high and take his pain. It all started on a regular day. we were walking in our... [Read More]

Tags: Brother, Twin, Death, Dead, Sad
Votes: 16
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A Smile Is Full Of Secrets.

Haych.

15 Jul, 2011 06:35 PM

Standing in the room watching Daddy get drunk and beat up Mummy again, I'm five, there's nothing I can do to stop him, I scream and shout but it only makes things worse he slowly releases his hands from Mummys throat and turns to me, "shut it you, Daddy and Mummy are just playing a game" they always play this 'game'. Mummy cries when they play the game, mummy looks scared when they play the game, i try and stop the game but daddy says "why, do you want to play as well?" mummy screams no not her she doesn't want to play just stop it. Mummy picks me up and takes me into the bedroom and tucks me into bed, "night night darling go to sleep i love you." she picks up the phone and starts telling someone about the 'game' her and my dad were playing and then... [Read More]

Tags: Abused, Hurt, Depressed,
Votes: 9
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