there was this one guy whose name is "anggang", he was my childhood friend and turned out to be my childhood lover.. we had a mutual understanding since we we're an elementary student. i was one year ahead of him. wen we reached high school that was the time he expressed his feeling to me...i am very happy knowing that the person i love, loves me also.. we we're very happy bein' together and for me it was a perfect relationship. but just like other love stories, there comes to a point that he cheated on me.. i never thought he could do that to me because i am such a very good girlfriend to him. I'm not bragging but I'm just telling the truth.. many times he cheated on me and many time i forgive him, but in some point of my life i feel tired of bein' hurt..i... [Read More]
Tags: Cheated, Help, UnlovedI was walking home in the dark, alone... It was a stupid idea really, the snow storm had gotten worse and the roads were sheet ice; no cars would dare consider driving on them. I was almost to the crossing when i felt the tingling sensation of someone behind me, someone watching me... It turns out it wasn't just one person though. It was 10. 10 boys who had seen a young girl walking home alone in the dark, with out any witness' to get in the way. They came up behind me, and in that moment i just reacted, chucking my bag to them and yelling "Just take the money, take the phone i don't care!" I had used every ounce of my energy to screech that out, as if someone would hear me over the roar of the snow.No one did. No one knew, no one heard and... [Read More]
Tags: Gang Rape, Alone, Disturbed, Death, RapeI used to be this girl who laughed and smiled all the time... but that changed when I met this boy at school... It was September of 2010 and I was upset about this boy named Enrique who broke my heart. So my friend decided to call her ex-boyfriend (Gio) and explain to him what happened. He told me that everything was going to be okay and that I'll move on. Later on at night when my friend was sleeping I called Gio and talked to him for 2-3 hours. He explained to me that he did want to be friends but wanted to take it more further... I told him I felt the same way. He asked me out at school and of course I said yes. Days passed by and he gave me my first kiss on October 12, 2010 a month before my birthday. 6 days later... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Betrayal, Tears, Missingthe tears they wont stop falling. please help my ming says. but no one hears! i need a big hug from someone i just want my heart to pretend that the words that were said never were heard by my ears. i wish he knew what he did. but now im here wishing it never happened gosh my tummy hurts from crying. can i please just have a hug. please i beg i just need a hug. why do we love? and then watch it all fall apart.... [Read More]
Tags:I give you the world john, and you keep hurting me. have you ever loved someone so much when you think about them moving away or forgeting about you, that you start to cry? well i do. i just want him to know i love him. god please tell john i love him and please tell him to be nice to me. and not make me feel like crap? please i love this man so much. i beggg you! my heart is broken and i need him to know that im a good girl and that i really want him to be nice.... [Read More]
Tags:So I'm the new girl at school and its lunch i have no clue where I'm going the school is really big. finally a boy named Chris asks to show me where to go i accept the offer quickly. we sit at his usual table and i start to meet his friends Manny, Enriqu, Dre, and Jayda. just when i think i meet everyone here he comes...the most beautiful boy i have ever seen... he was slightly tall (which is way taller then me cuz I'm short) had a fresh hair cut had the body of an angel he sat down right next to me and introduced himself. Zak is his name... then he flashed his gorgeous smile at me and that's when i looked into his eyes they were a deep hazel that went well with his dark complexion... as time passes we get closer and closer. Me, Zak,... [Read More]
Tags: Lie, CheatJune 29, 2009, 4 days after my 15th birthday, I was just getting off of work. I had to take my dog for a walk. Mom and dad weren't home. I walked on the lonely dirt road. A man in a red sweatshirt was in the distance coming towards me. I live in a small town where everyone knows everyone. But I didn't know who he was. The closer he got the more I realized I couldn't see his face. Only his piercing black eyes. He watched me with every step I took. When he finally reached me he stole my dog from me and hit her over the head. The next thing I know I am on the ground and he is on top of me ripping my pants of. His dirty scarred hand covering my mouth. I could feel the tears running down my face. I remember thinking... [Read More]
Tags: Pain, Rape, FearSo here is my story, I used to go to chart room and I met this guy online at that time I was in love with someone else and I was dating him, I left him after a few months and started talking to this guy online from United States and I was in England he made me feel so special that I started loving him, I was so crazy about him I was in so much love with him that I would do anything for him he asked, and I would believe anything he said, one day I logged in to his face book and saw a message from some old woman about him proposing her and calling her dad to arrange everything I was shocked when I asked him he made this funny excuse that it might be his friend n he?s got his password so I said... [Read More]
Tags: Lie, Moving On"I don't know" is my favorite phrase these days - when i say "these days" i mean since June 14th 2010, that's 11 months. I'm really confused about my feelings. First of all, this might not be the saddest story and i might seem ungrateful for my life at the moment but i really cant cope with this. I'm feeling so depressed and just literally want to die right now. I told one of my friends about this (the only person i could really trust with this) and they told me to go see a psychologist.. but i don't want to. I know - stubborn. I think its better if i get the pain over with and kill myself. Right now I'm at the point where every time i go in the kitchen or get hold off a knife, i press it against my face and it relieves me for... [Read More]
Tags: Lonely, Confused, Tragedy, Help, Psychologist, Psycho, SuicideLove me or be yesterday Boy I know when we started going out there?s some things u never told me, see we had a lot of things we need to discuss, I know I was asking for a lot but you should have just trusted me. See the things we were dingo started to feel uncomfortable, sneaking around and creeping around... See boy I couldn't wait to be officially yours, I couldn?t wait to tell them about us. I mean first I thought I could take it but baby, but now I don?t know, you told me you were going to her for me long ago. Don?t tell me not to say when I want to give up, I mean when I call you, you don?t want to hang up but you don?t wanna leave her for me. Boy I can?t any longer. Sorry but I have to make you... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Broken, Heartbroken