20th April 2011, I got answers for all my questions. Akash , a guy in my college, just sent me a random message on facebook.it was 9th Feb. 2011. (I feel sorry to say but ya I do remember all the dates) a few months later he was in my friend list. We used to chat just once in the blue moon. Sometimes he used to flirt. One day he asked my number. I tried to refuse, but then he forced me a little n since I don?t really know how to say no, and he had an excuse he wanted to talk about project, I gave him my number on 19th September. Then he started flirting even more and more. Then he told me he liked me. I didn?t had any doubt on this. Everybody liked me in the college and everybody wanted to talk to me, so I... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Pain, Tears, Foolishness, Betraying, HeartbrokenLife is a fragile thing. Love is one word in a vast sea of voice, and things that are spoken are not always the truth. Emotion seems to be the only thing real anymore. Please not that the story i am about to tell you is in all seriousness true. Every aspect that occurs in this story has happened to a young lady by the name of Willow Elizabeth Mitchell. Willow needs someone to hear her story. She has been hiding it from the world for so long that she could not take it anymore, and Lover Of Sadness is the perfect place for her to share it. Be warned, if you do not enjoy stories of lost love and accidents that bring even the strongest to their knees, stop reading right now. If you chose to continue, believe every word i say, for some of it is happening right... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Emotion, Depression, Emo, Pain, HeartbrokenHi, now i am 32yrs old,it all started in the year 1999 when i started working,i had troubled childhood fought everything to find a job,i had friend who invited me for a picnic on a weekend with her friends,that is when i saw her the first time,the moment i saw her my heart started beating fast,she was introduced to me did not talk much that day but while returning back she came with me in the bike so we started talk casually she was 1 year younger to me,from the next day onwards i started meeting her regularly whenever possible,after a month she proposed to me,i did say no even though i loved her because i was not rich not educated earning very small money where she was from a rich family. i was living alone at a construction building did not even have a proper place to stay,i told... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Missing, Unloved, HeartbrokenOne day I met this boy.This wonderful, kind, and caring boy. He was so different from me , he wasn't afraid to live, he lived for danger but was always there to back anyone one up. He was a true-hearted gentleman. The gentleman that I had fallen in love with. Though he was 5years older than me, it didn't matter age is just a mere number. The first day I had told him I liked him he peered at me through long golden/blond shaggy hair. Feeling those blue luscious eyes burning into my face I felt as though he really saw me for the first time. He admitted he liked me too but the pressure of parents had stopped us from anything. But at that moment that was all I had hoped for... just something. . . . It has been two years since he and I have hung out... [Read More]
Tags: Pain, Shattered Hopes, MissingYou, Love, Goodbye Letter, MissingOnce a girl named Blair found her true love. The first time she saw him was in 6th grade. The first thing she noticed about him was his smile. Perfect. 6th grade is a pretty immature time for kids. You think your cool. Blair didn't think much about this boy. Than in 7th grade on the first day she saw him. She got a feeling she never had before. She wanted to know everything about him. She finally got his number. They texted just silly things. Blair told him that she liked him. He just said he wanted to be friends. She was crushed. Than on the date of 4.15.10 the boy asked Blair out. That was the best day for her. One day they hung out and Blair got her first kiss. She was in love. He said he was in love too. Then one day they got in... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Waiting, Love, True LoveA long time ago, when i had a crush on one guy. I always think about him no matter what and never let him go. so, I'm attraction to him and i keep messaging him because he need to know how i feel. Then he told me that he like me a lot. But few months later, he post the status up saying "Its not fair. its should be me. not him.</3" I cried all the time over him. I had a crush on someone else. He said he don't like me either. I cried all the time also. I realize boys hate me even more. I still love one person that he never know how i feel about him. I feel like i hate myself. I feel like I want to kill myself but i couldn't. I wait forever until he come along. I never had a Boyfriend in... [Read More]
Tags: Hurt, UnlovedHello Grandma, As I write this letter to you I cannot help but be filled with pain. I have to ask as I always do... How are you doing? I'm doing fine. Whenever I sit down to write you a letter to you I try to smile. This could be like the old days. I could tell you about soccer... But that's about me. You already know everything about me. So you don't need to know about my grades, friends, or anything else. Even if I don't tell you in this letter you know. I can feel it. Today I looked out my window to see the pair of cardinals that nest here every year. My thoughts immediately returned to you. Again. Cardinals were your favorite bird. I painted one in art but I have yet to find a chance to bring it to you and Grandpa. We might be... [Read More]
Tags: Family, Grandmother, DeathOnce there was girl named Lilly. She was eleven. She was also very sick. When she was six she was diagnosed with cancer (leukemia). Lilly had a dream and she wanted to live it. But she was never able to get the chance because she was always to week and had chemo therpy. That is when I saw Lilly. She was sitting in a hospital waiting room waiting to get her blood checked and that is when she stared right through me and i saw everything. Her father was soo scared and worried because he knew he was going to lose someone he loved just like he lost his wife when lilly was born. After that day lilly and i met and we began to be the best of friends. We did everything together. I was the tree and she was the branch always together no matter what. Now back... [Read More]
Tags: Love, DeathYeah dude, you sure got me doing things I never used to do before, I mean all I think about is u. I think in Zulu they say ?Ngifuna wena sthandwa?, yeah that?s what I want now, I want you and only you. All I see is you and I, and I mean I just want u?not someone that looks like you or acts like you but *you* Gosh now I just want your body till the very last drop?I know no one will ever treat you like I do. I wish you would be next to me now, so I can just give it to you just the way you like?because like I said nobody can do you like me?But then again I got to let go. Well personally I think the past is a foreign country and I do not ever want to go back to the past... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Love, UnlovedHere is Love a story I got to tell, about this boy I know so well, back in the day it was cool and all, he fell in love, I fell in love. Thought he was the one for me, and other boys I could not see, now look what happened to our love?I mean it could have been me and you, actually it should have been me and you. Now baby its killing, the fact that you aren?t around, baby I am falling down and I need some remedy. Baby I am hurting now and I know you?d be a better man if I was your girl. This land is a better land, when you are in my land. I remember when I used to make you laugh, I don?t want to be stuck in the past but you all that had. I don?t want to lose what we... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Love, Unloved