Okay! I'm here to tell all the truth about my life cause yeah why not sometimes we just have to say what we feel, expressing our emotions. Some people do it with music,others rite in they're notebooks,or there is lucky people who talk to they're best friend and get help and support, but people like me.. or probably you dear reader. People like us who doesn't show what they feel and sometimes go into selfharming.. But tell to yourself that even these lucky people with a good friend,when they tell a story they always change some points to make it better.. Anyway I choose this way to express myself. Let's beginning by the fact that I got a bad relation with my dad,even if I was young I understood that he just wanted to play but I wasn't enjoying his game and at the and of every game I was... [Read More]
Tags: Life Story, Depression, DeathThis is kind of dumb that I wrote you a letter, actually it’s really dumb, it was just easier for me to express myself in this way. I know I’ve acted pretty immature about the whole situation, I’m sorry because I don’t mean half of the things that I’ve said to anyone. With ****, I was drunk and he was there, it kind of pisses me off that he said I came onto him, but whatever. I’m sorry you had to hear about that and I didn’t do it intentionally to hurt you, I just wanted to move on. This isn't me asking for you back or anything by the way because I know that wouldn’t do any good, just some stuff that has been on my mind for a really long time and I think it will help me get closure on us; which is what I think you... [Read More]
Tags: Love Hurts, Heartbreak, Heartbroken, Heartache, High School, Lost LoveMEGAN'S STORY Megan Meier His name was Josh Evans. He was 16 years old. And he was hot. "Mom! Mom! Mom! Look at him!" Tina Meier recalls her daughter saying. Josh had contacted Megan Meier through her MySpace page and wanted to be added as a friend. Yes, he's cute, Tina Meier told her daughter. "Do you know who he is?" "No, but look at him! He's hot! Please, please, can I add him?" Mom said yes. And for six weeks Megan and Josh - under Tina's watchful eye - became acquainted in the virtual world of MySpace. Josh said he was born in Florida and recently had moved to O'Fallon. He was homeschooled. He played the guitar and drums. He was from a broken home: "when i was 7 my dad left me and my mom and my older brother and my newborn brother 3 boys god i know... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Bullied, Hatred, Suicide, DivorceI remember the very reason I started to talk to you. It was to get this guy mad and angry with me in high school. We were in grade 10 and you just transfered to our school 2 months back. I remember the way you were awkward about me starting a conversation with you just out of the blue. I remember nether of us knew just how much that first conversation will truly impact both of our futures. I remember a month after we started to talk me and my girlfriend at that time broke up and I turned to you to talk to about it. Admittedly I had a crush on you for a little while. You were just a mystery to me. You showed alot of emotion yet kept something locked away that I wanted to explore. I didn't take any steps to you till grade 11 because... [Read More]
Tags: Broken, Broken Heart, Love Hurts, Best Friend, SorryMy name is Jason. The story I want to tell is my own and it is as truthful as I can make it. I still don't completely understand it and I just need to get it out, all of it, for the first time. I was born May 22, 2001. My mother was a drug addict and was 16. I can't blame her for what happened, for leaving me. She left me when I was 1 and I never saw her again. I never met my father and I don't think I will. I went to foster home to foster home. When I turned 5 a family wanted to adopt me, they knew my mother and actually used to take care of me in day care. I was living with them and I was about to be adopted but My adopted father was going blind and there was so many... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Pain, Hope, Forgotten, Sad, Help"Napoleon Bonaparte" isn't he the greatest among all lovers? People claim Heer - Ranjha, Sone - Mahewal, Romeo- Juliet, etc. to be the epitome of love. But they don't realise these people gave their life for love once but never lived with their love who could have cheated them every single time which would have killed them more than once. Napoleon died before every war. He was killed 'n' no. of times yet he tried to survive with the expectation of not dying next time. He loved a girl more than his life and married her. Since he was a king it was pretty easy to marry the girl. But were they happy after marriage? Of course he was, because he loved her, but not the vise versa! His wife had sex with army men whenever king went for war. King knew she was cheating on her but never left her. He won most of the battle on field but died even... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Breakup, Love Story, Friendship“I remember it hurt looking at her hurt!” He finally saw her and she looked like a completely different person,head bowed down,slow walk,hair uncombed,no lipstick,no eyeliner……..he just knew by then that this would be difficult,as he have never seen her like that ever. Suddenly she looked up and their eyes meet,it was like a sudden thunder they both just stood at one place,so many things were about to be told but in that brief moment of silence they told everything to each other. Then they got back to their senses by a car horn which was passing them nearby. She was the 1st one to say ‘why you always lie,I mean all the time?’ he got shocked and replied ‘lie? no u asked where was i? And i told “OUT OF HOSTEL” they said together. There was a feeling of joy inside her,he can see that in her eyes,it was... [Read More]
Tags: LoveTo everyone who has fell in love or say the one you thought was going to end up with you.. someone once said "Dont love someone you know is going to let you go", but how could you know? All those times all you thought was happiness and real love. This story goes a long way well for me a girl like me who been through this heartbreak as much as you all have. I didnt wear bright colors, skirts,dresses always the dark colors that i chose no skirts no dresses just plain jeans and a plain shirt, well he was someone who saved me from all the hell i was going through,i mean we all do but he was the one i was a sophomore in highschool and he was a senior the beginning of the year i didn't really know anyone except my cousins,but he came up to... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Love Hurts, Sad, Depressing, Love Story"What are you doing!?" Josh was my sister's friend. He was new to the school his sophomore year and he was now a senior. I was a sophomore. I met Josh a few months prior at my sister's birthday party. I didn't talk to him much and there were many girls swooning over him since he was very attractive. I already knew I had no chance so I didn't even entertain the idea that he might notice me. It was October, not far from Halloween. I was in shoprite looking for cookies and other snacks for a movie night my sister and I were planning since my dad would be leaving us alone for the night. I heard someone behind me say in a fake deep voice "what are you doing!?" I quickly turned around to see Josh smiling at me. For a second I was confused until I realized... [Read More]
Tags: Remember, Relationship, Depression, DeathMy mom was the most amazing wonderful person you would ever meet,she dealt with my bullying with school relationships everything. well during my childhood my mom was drinking and addicted to crystal meth,and of Course me being a young child I didn't know what that stuff was and I just thought she was super mom,that wasn't the case,she was hiding secrets that no one knew about emotions kept hidden. But she still managed to be the best mom I could have. My mom's and dad's relationship was rocky my dad expected my mom to be prefect and do everything he said and he cheated on her countless of times and my mom did the same back and my dad was around but not really their. It was like living with a stranger. My mom tried so hard to be The best she could be. She has always been their for... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Sadness