So this story is one that is taking place as we speak. It is something that I will not be able to get out of, ever, for as long as I live. It is one that breaks my heart on a daily basis. I am 18 years old. I am ambitious. There are so many things in life that I want to experience. This last summer, I ended my 3 year relationship with the man I thought I was supposed marry. Stupidity and immaturity is to blame for that thought process. Like any teenage girl, I was devastated. Maybe not because he was gone, but because I felt alone. I needed some type of attention from the opposite sex. I just wanted to flirt and feel wanted, nothing serious, just a fun summer fling. My friend introduced me to a man who I had developed a kindergarten crush on earlier... [Read More]
Tags: Sadstory, Sadness, Girl, Hurt, Unloved, Sad, Pain, HeartbrokenMy story starts in 7th grade, even though I'm only in 8th, a lot has happened since then. I'm Claire by the way. 13 years old. don't read this if you judge but ok yeah anyways. The first day I walked into a public school I was like "fuck yeah it's middle school yayy" but really no. It was hell, pure hell. I got called fat by 2 eighth graders and oh it gets better because that's the first week only. After three weeks I was getting called names by a lot of people I didn't even know... one of the eighth grade popular girls walked by me with all her friends and said "oh this one's really ugly." I looked at them and said "what?" and they said " oh and she's a dumb ass too! How nice, see you late caterpillar eyebrows" and I just ran in to... [Read More]
Tags: Bullying, Suicide, Cutting, Sad, Heartbroken, Girl, Alone, Hurt, PainPROLOGUE: I don’t have tears anymore. I want to cry, wail out loudly, but I can’t. I just don’t have the strength to do it. I feel numb...alone...cold. I guess I have to go, I've said my goodbyes. And may God forgive my soul. I climbed on to my car, turned the engine on. I looked around, it’s so peaceful and quiet here, I could stay here forever. Hah! I still got a sense of humor. Well, this is Sky lawn, where my mother and my stepfather lie. I came to visit them, brought flowers, lit up a candle, said a prayer...and ask for forgiveness. I will see you soon, mother. I will be with you, Dad. Blasted radio, why this song? Should I turn the volume up? Alex Clare’s lyrics says it all... “...just too close to love you...” OK, time to go, it’s gonna be dark soon. Oh... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Unrequited Love, Sad, Girl, Unloved, Hurt, Pain, Death, Depressed, Heartbroken, SadnessThe girl had a deadly tumor and the doctors told her that she was going to die, but there was still hope she could do a special surgery and survive. If she decided to do it, she would lose her memory forever. When she told her best friend, he told her that he would talk to the doctors so they could plan the surgery. She stopped him, and pulled him to her side. Girl: I'm not going to do the surgery. (he looked at her shocked) boy: you have to be joking, you'll die! Girl: its better than forgetting everything I've lived with you. Boy: you don't understand, I can't lose you.....I LOVE YOU! (she had tears in her eye's) Girl: you love me? Boy: yes! Girl:why didn't you ever tell me? Boy: I was afraid you wouldn't feel the same.... Girl: but the thing is.... I do feel the... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Unloved, Girl, Broken, HeartbrokenI'm a shy quite Girl so when I met my ex boyfriend in high school I was scared of the possibility that we would never work. 3 years later we were still together and happy after high school we were still together for about a year. We broke up because I walked in on him with one of our friends and I could never forgive him so I had to say goodbye and move on with my life. I kept busy with school and work I lived with two of my best friends who were there for me. I was single for two and half of years had no hook up I just forces on me and my career. My best friend Alyssa was getting married and I felt like she need a getaway before her wedding so Alyssa, Ashley, and myself took a trip to Hawaii. We had a... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Love, Betrayal, Girl, Sad, Alone'Whenever you need me whenever you want me you know you can call me, ill be there shortly' my cellphone blared Roll Up- Wiz Khalifa. Muttering over being woken up before 12 on a Saturday I answered the phone. It was my friend Josh asking me to crash a sophomore party with him later that night. Having recently broken up with my girlfriend after she cheated on me with my Australian Rugby billet in my house I was heartbroken and tired but reluctantly agreed. We arrived at this girl's party to see her parents giving everyone who approached the house the snake eye. Working our way towards the backyard we saw 16 year old guys with their shirts off and girls drinking and talks in groups. I was talking to my friend about how lame things were until somebody tapped me on my shoulder. I turned around and started into... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Love, Sad, True Love, Seperation, Hurt, Pain, Depressed, Unloved, Unspoken LoveSo there was this new kid that moved here. He was kinda a bad kid. but once you got to know him. He was pretty cool. I thought I'd never have a chance with him.. then the summer after he moved here we were hanging out and he told me he liked me. We grew closer as time went by and he asked me out. of course I said yes, I had fallen in love with him the minute he moved here.... He has had a hard home life and one night we were laying there and he was telling me about his family and stuff that has happened and he started crying... It made me feel good that he could talk to me about these things. Because he couldn't talk to anyone else about them.. His dad was kind of abusive and his mom never really listened. I was... [Read More]
Tags: Depression, Cutting, Selfharm, Love, Breakup, Alone, Depressed, Waiting, Sex, Heartbroken, Lost, True StoryWeeks of planning sum up to this one moment where I am forced to break her heart. She invites me over her house because she insists that she cook for me, as a few days prior to that night it was I who cooked for her. I just entered her house and can smell the alluring array of pasta and veil, which she knows to be my favorite. Prior to this moment she insisted that I come have a seat and assures me she has not burned the veil as I love teasing her about overcooking. I know I cannot proceed any farther, and regretting not enjoying a memorable evening with the one I love the most, I deny further entrance and she questions why in her playful endearing voice. I look into her loving eyes knowing exactly what has to be done. “I can’t stay” I said dreading my... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Death, Breakup, Love, Pain, HeartbrokenIt all started during freshmen year in high school. There was this girl I've had my eyes on for a while, but since I'm not really popular nor an attractive person I always doubted that I would ever be with her. Soon comes the time where I have a few classes with her. In the beginning I still doubted that we'd ever even be friends but when we did start to talk a little I got a vibe from her that it seemed like she liked me. When I found out that she enjoyed talking to me I was always excited to go to the classes I had with her just to even talk to her. After a bit of time had passes we started texting a lot and I mean a lot, we had many conversations about our lives and everything. At this time we were just good friends... [Read More]
Tags: Best Friends, Love, Heartbroken, Sad, Hurt, Pain, Depressed, Drugs, UnlovedThis was a story about something that happened to me, I'm a theater freak, so I made a personal Pro's piece. "Have you ever felt too shy or scared to tell someone how you felt about them? Or you kept your feeling hidden deep down so that someone else-your friend-can have a chance? Well Ash knows how you feel. She keeps her love for her best friend under wraps to make her friend happy, so she can get the happy ever after, instead of herself after all, what are friends for, right? Hidden Under, by...Anna C. Carrera, a personal narrative. "I say loudly, yet I sound like a whisper." ...Why didn't I just tell him? He would have understood, right? No I couldn't, I can't, for Katt. I mean, she deserves him, I don't. I had my chance. Now I have to let him go, and I will. I will... [Read More]
Tags: True Story, Lost Love, Hidden Love, Waiting, Guilt, Best Friend, Girl, Unloved, Heartbroken, Hurt, Pain, Sad, Cr