There was this boy named Chandler.I loved him. He taught me to draw and because of him, one of my painting got first place in a competition. He also taught me to ride a dirt bike.We had so much fun together. He was the only one who knew my background and I his. We hung out a lot, too. But then one day, a couple days before the last day of school, my parents told me i was moving to my aunts. I was devastated. I cant even explain what it felt like. The next day I told my friends I was moving and guess what they said,"Sure,Sophie."They didnt believe me! I ran to chandler, I knew he'd understand.As i was running away my so called friends yelled he's not here,but I had to check. They were right he wasnt there.Tomorrow was the last day of school, I'd tell him... [Read More]
Tags: Missing, Losthis name is jacob. and he is love. i can't see anyone else besides him. 7 months of holding a secret relationship behind everyone's back. he made me feel. after my uncle and best friend committed suicide, i was numb. and when he came into my life, it was like i was reborn again. i was literally a different person, all my friends said so. he broke off what we had on march 25. i gave him everything that i could. and i mean everything; he held my innocents in his palms.. but he has crushed them. i'm not saying that HE is THE REASON i am so utterly, pathetically, insanely depressed.. he's just the main cause. so much hope was stored in what we had, and he was my everything. he still is my everything. now, he won't even look at me. going from crazy hot make out sessions,... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Love, Lost, Alone, Almost Lover, Stupid, Mistakes, Memories, MissingSeptember 29, 2006 my father died from hypertension. He was 56 years old, and I was just 10 years old back then. Few weeks before my father died, he was confined in a hospital. My mother, brothers, sister, uncle are the only who are allowed to go there. I was left at the house with my auntie. I kept on going to school, my classmates and teachers do not know anything about my father being confined in the hospital. Few days later, my sister went home to take care of me. When we were about to sleep, I asked her. "Sis, what is dad's illness?" "He has no illness. Dad is just sick. He'll come home soon." she replied and went to sleep. I felt relieved, 'coz I thought it was dangerous or something. Then after 1 week, I read some messages in my sister's mobile. She was out that... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Lost, Death, FamilyShe laid there, the woman that I knew as Nanna. Her voice like bells at Christmas time, no longer rang in my ear, the last meal she cooked was thanksgiving, her hands covered with lines of wisdom. They were to hold me and give me rare feelings of love and comfort. She laid there as I ate my hot soup, across the table, she used to sit and eat with me. Now, her appetite has perished. I keep praying that the Lord will let her stay, but in my heart I know its time, there is nothing else to be done. Nothing, unless it was to love me some more, but what would life be without life? SHE was my life. If I was wrong her shadow was I, If I was correct her shadow was I. I didnt have to worry, if she ate I ate, if she slept,... [Read More]
Tags: Lostcontinue-ation story. i told you guys bout my boyfriend that died in the car crash.. well this is a continuation story. ironically the day i posted the story i was out at a friends house when we decieded to go see an old friend. we got to the house he was at and went inside there was some boy that i had seen around alot for the past year shortly after my boyfriend died. i remember seeing him on the town bus and i just laid eyes on him he looked identical to my boyfriend i bawled. than id see him at the fair, at the mall but i could never build up enough guts to find out who he was. but it was him at that house that night was my night to finally figure out who he was. so he asked for my number i gave it to... [Read More]
Tags: LostThere was you and i like children mildly in love, like no one could ever imagine. We were only teenagers at the time and were foolish or maybe it was i who was. i was foolish for the reason that i actually believed that we had a chance to live happily ever after. Those moments are the ones i mostly cherished and till this day still do. The way you looked at me made me melt and feel untouchable like me and you were the only ones on this world. Those are the moments i can NOT erase from my memory or the fact that we spent every moment together till the day you decided our love was no more. I live in regrets and fear because im not sure of what i did so wrong to make your love for me die, im scared that i will find no... [Read More]
Tags: Lost, Love, MissingI had three friends. Eric, Cathlyn, Carol. Eric was chased by all the girls in our high school. Cathlyn was one of those popular girls. Cheerleader, sexy, and stylish. Carol was just one of those plain and average girls . Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko over Eric. Cathlyn didn't have to do anything to attract Eric. For she was already attractive enough. Carol on the other hand, showered Eric which love and care. Carol wasn't ugly at all. In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant. But she wasn't a cheerleader, she didn't were spaghetti-straps or tubes. So like everyone expected, Eric chose Cathlyn. For Carol was just one ordinary and plain girl. While Cathlyn was labeled as the cool and attractive type. Eric always insulted Carol. Telling her what a 'Plain Jane' she was. And how dumb she looked. Which obviously made Carol feel so hurt... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Death, LostThis happened 2 years ago.. My mother decided to live with my grandma and grandpa in the province since my dad died. At first, I was excited to go there, but when the day finally came that we'll move out, I regretted on going there. I can't do anything about it anymore. So, I did my best to look happy when I'm with my grandparents and mother. Every night I cry to sleep 'coz I miss my brothers and sister, of course my friends. It was summer break that time. Then after a month, school started. It was very first day of school. I was attending in a private school. At first, I was shy to talk to everyone because I came from a different place. But my classmates were nice. They all gathered around me and asked things about me. I was happy because I made friends on the... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Cry, Love, Missing, LostWell, I am from Malaysia. I moved to Singapore just to get my education. At first, I did not agree with my parents on going to Singapore. However,I finally agreed when my parents said that if I go to Singapore, I will get higher chances to get into a good university(Ya, I am quite young then). Now, I really really regretted coming here. On my first day of school in Singapore, I felt very lonely. Nobody talks to me. I guess that they don't really want to talk to an international student. But, there is only one guy. Well, ok ok, a VERY cute guy talked to me. He was the first to talk to me although I am an international student. Since that day, my friends increased because of him. He introduced all his friends to me. Life starts to get better because of him. Every morning, he will... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Broken, Love, Lostwell im alana i fell in love with my best friend he was my world and then after two years i told him how i felt, well robert didnt feel the same way, and we stopped being friends. it hurt me so bad, i had night mares about him leaven me for months and months and then one day i was on myspace and this realy cute guy names javier commented me, i got excited, he was so cute and something told me to talk to him. well after we talked for about 3 months he told me he loved me and i was so happy and it filled my heart with happiness, after we talked for 6 months he asked me out and i agreed cause i really loved him too. he just made me feel so good about myself and everything felt so right and when we kissed... [Read More]
Tags: Broken, Pain, Lost