I had the ideal guy all figured out. Not too tall, light in complexion, has his hair platted, muscular,big round eyes,not from a social network and lastly loves me for who I am. But that's until I met Lebo. I met him on a social network,very skinny, dark in complexion,small eyes and would never let his hair grow. Lebo was different, the opposites of what I wanted in a guy, but the was something in him that drew me closer every time we had a conversation on the network. I did not want to end up with a guy I didn't want, so I made it my duty to stay as far away from Lebo as I could. A few weeks later I had to attend my cousin's party, I didnt want to because she was 16 and I was 17 and I would have to party with 16 year... [Read More]
Tags: Unloved, Love, Hopelessa boy gave his girlfriend a challenge to live a day without him & if she did it he would love here more.... the girl agreed and she didnt talk to him for a day without knowing?? He had only 24 hours to live because he was suffering from cancer...!!! she went to his house the next day tears falling down her eyes as she saw him lying in his coffin with a note on the side ''you did it baby,you can do it everyday'' -shannon-... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, DeathI can't see the beauty in my bad complexion and chipped fingernails, but he does. "you make my happy." he said. I never understood how. even though, he made my heart skip beats and bumps and bangs. he made me feel beautiful, something I'm certainly not. "you are beautiful." he was such a lovely liar. he'd lie about my long eyelashes and the curly baby hair on my neck. but his favorite was about loving me. so I'd just cry into his shoulder, inhaling like he was a expensive perfume, I knew I could never afford. one day he saw my eyes overflowing; "oh, you look so pretty when you cry." I waited for him to leave. like the way you wait for nightmares to come and steal away your dreams. I thought it wouldn't hurt. then it did. it was a mnemonic hurt that lived in my lungs and... [Read More]
Tags: Breakup, Unloved, LostLove wasn't in the air the night you unbuttoned my shirt and kissed my skin. No, love definitely wasn't in the air the night we spend in heat of moment, sweating and tumbling and fumbling on your linens. I can't remember much but I can remember the beginning. The burn of the acid bleeding and gushing past my tongue and down my throat. The noises, and then your silence. The clumsiness and then the awkward kisses. You had a garden of dark brown hair growing from your scalp with dirt eyes. You had a protruding belly button and clown feet. You smelt like my uncle in his coffin. You didn't ask me if you could take my virginity. You just assumed I would give it to you. I always wonder where you put it, if you take good care of it and how it is doing. I always imagine you... [Read More]
Tags: Summer Love, Rotten Love, MissingMost people have occasional ups and downs in their life. I have that too. What I have is a lot more severe than just the occasional ups and downs. When some unfortunate events occur to me, I feel worthless. Changes occur to me rapidly. I loose appetite, sleep and interest on everything. Eventually, I think of cutting myself or loose hope of being alive. When I am happy, I feel like the happiest person on the earth. I feel like telling the world I am happy. Pretty sure, I have some abnormalities in me. But, am I the only one? I feel that there are other people like me who lives around me with abnormalities more or less. Cutting is an emotional disorder. I am writing today because I have suffered through it. Cutting is the intentional act of harming on oneself with or without suicidal intend. Even if it... [Read More]
Tags: Pain, Cut, Suffering, HelpIt was the first day of 6th grade,i was starting in a new school.I didn't really have a good attitude towards this,because it was my first time in a private school.I walked into class late that day and there he was sitting across the room.To be honest i didn't really pay much attention to him (lets call him james). As the school year started rolling along i started liking James,he was very shy though i thought he didn't like me. One of my friends though (lets call her anna),sort of went out with him nothing really happened it was a one time thing (for him). She was head over heels and madly in love with him. She told me during November that she had feelings for him, i tried forgetting about it and moving on. I started talking to another boy in my class (lets call him Jacob). Me and... [Read More]
Tags: LoveMemories fill my head as i look at a picture of us at the lake. Do you remember that day? The day you told me you loved me.. The day you said we'd b together forever. I should have known it was to good to be true.Cause no one is as good as you. You were perfect.The man every girl wanted. I remember the day you walked away like it just happened. You held my hand and walked to the lake. You said that you couldn't do this anymore.That it wasn't working. You look away and let go of my hand. I turn away from you.. In shock... You walk away..And don't look back. You didn't care if i was ok or not. Tears fill my eyes and my throat begins to burn. I cant seem to learn. I still miss you. The memories hurt. But I dont want to... [Read More]
Tags: Memories, Life, Love, Hurt, SadOnce upon a time a man and a woman fell in love, got married, and had a kid. When she was three they divorced. This wasn't a big deal for her because it meant no more fighting and she still got to see them both. Time passed and the girl's dad remarried. A couple of years later they had a little girl with Down Syndrome. This wasn't a big deal because she wasn't a very serious case. Then her mom remarried and they had a little boy who was an absolute terror and was often left for the girl to take care of because her mom worked late and her step father was always away or being a terrible couch potato father. This too was okay. They moved away from her childhood home and switched schools leaving close friends she had had for six years. It was alright, she made... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Cancer, FamilyLove has no obstacles, right? Well, that's what I thought, until recently everything changed. I won't use his real name but I'll call him by his nickname, Storm. I've known him since sixth grade, but things didn't spark till seventh. Keeping in mind, I'm a junior now. I'll start with seventh grade. Seventh grade we were just in middle school, starting up what we thought were "relationships". We were complete opposites, Storm being one of those guys who was a bit on the tough guy side. And then there was me, the girl that everyone knew, the "goody good girl" as people would say i used to be. We got on the topic of basketball one day, and it was the 2007 playoffs, the Spurs Vs. the Mavs. That's what sparked us, he was the cutest guy i had ever seen, the sweetest, funniest, and most interesting guy I've ever... [Read More]
Tags: Storm, Love, Distance, Obstacles, Hurt, PainAlthough it's not as sad as other stories posted on this website, I just really want to put out my feelings, and let it go. The first time I met him was in journalism class. Even though I'm a freshman, I still can have classes with upperclassmen in electives such as this one. I haven't really thought of the upperclassmen, I felt that they were people I didn't really need to associate with because we were in different grades. But I talked to some of them, by connecting with golf, and some funny stories, until I talked to him. He's a great guy, smart, funny, someone I know is really mature. But I realized that he was 17/18, I was really sad, what kind of senior would go out with a freshman right? But I still talked to him, IMed him, and just plain enjoyed myself when I'm with him.... [Read More]
Tags: Love, One Sided Crush