I am Nothing

Panda

19 Oct, 2010 03:08 PM

She watches as they pass her by... Shadows with no faces. She wonders why no one knows she hurts. She looks at the floor, always saying nothing. As if she herself is the shadow... Once, the first days of school, she was sitting alone before class. This one girl looked at her, smiled, and said, "It's no fun being alone." She smiled. Her first friend. Yet, there was another girl. This girl was always envious of the scared girl. Why? This is a question we still do not have the answer to. This girl hurt her emotionally. Taunting her. She covered her face with her hair. Never let them see your eyes. Eyes cannot lie. She cries every night. She dies a little more each time. No one loved her. She hears voices. Schizophrenia runs in her family. She's scared she has it. The voices tell her scary things. They... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Girl, Shy, Quiet, Scared
Votes: 6
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Death is the Only Escape

Pal

19 Oct, 2010 12:45 PM

Everything happens for a purpose. We all experience fortunate accidents. These are not accidents though, these are predestined. I was in first year high school when I admitted to myself that I am a bisexual human being. Yes, i get attracted to the same sex. I was 12 years old when I prayed to God that, before I will have a boyfriend I want to have a girlfriend first, then have a boyfriend then. It is a very deep secret to hide my true color. Nobody knows my secret but only God. I hide from the closet but nothing can be hidden. Everything will go out no matter how hard you try to hide it. I don't have a boyfriend nor a girlfriend when I was in high school until five years after that when I reached second year college. I met this girl named Sai. She's my classmate. We... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Love, Missing
Votes: 41
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End Of The Road

Cherie

18 Oct, 2010 11:31 PM

Well It All Started In The 5th Grade.. I Went Out With A Boy Named Jerral I Liked Him Alot. Like Alot.! I Was A Little Girl So I didn't Kno what Love Was But One Day Jerral Gave Me A Note Saying We Shud Break Up.. I Hid My Hurt Nd Said "I Was Gonna Break Up with You too" All Lies.! So Then I Hit 8th Grade I Moved To A New School I Knew Some People There So I Was Okay In The Social Part .. On The First Day I saw This Boy Dj He Was So Cute So Like 2Months Later I Got Put In The Same Class As Him So Slowly We Started Talking I Found Him On Myspace We Started Talking On There. I Found Out I Liked This Boy ALOT.! Then He Likes Me.! I Was Soo Happy Only The Lord Knows... [Read More]

Tags: Heartbroken, Love, Sad, Cut
Votes: 1
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Friends can break your heart too </3

Unknown

18 Oct, 2010 03:32 PM

Me and Him had been best friends since Pre-K. We had a relationship that nothing can seperate. Over a long period of time, I tried telling Him that I liked him..more than liked..but he acted all weird so I pretended it was a joke or something. All my friends had told me that He liked me, but I was too nervous to find out. One day, he asked me to go to the movies..but I was scared to go alone, so I invited some friends to go with us because I had heard he was going to try and kiss me. After that, He told me that He liked me and things went downhill. Whenever we went to class it was just awkward. I couldn't text him, call him, email him, let alone talk to him. It was just the weirdest feeling. I was questioning whether I liked him or... [Read More]

Tags: Help, Friend
Votes: 1
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Email That Changed Everything

TheGuy

16 Oct, 2010 09:25 PM

Four years I moved into this little town in Minnesota and it was the end of summer and I was still upset about why we moved because I missed my old friends. School was going to start and I was nervous, upset and scared. I didn't like being new. The first day came and I met all the people and I saw this girl. She was beautiful, but unlucky our class were separated into 2 classes. 7A and 7B. I was in 7A and she was 7B, so I never really got to meet and understand her. Little did I know she had a crush on me too but we both never really talk to each other or get to know each other. Of course middle school went by and I had my ex and she had her ex. Finally it was freshman year and everything went well, until I... [Read More]

Tags: Friendship, Love, Missing, Heartbroken
Votes: 4
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My Father

Matthew Guevara

16 Oct, 2010 12:11 AM

was recently asked a sentimental question for a class assignment. My teacher asked ?If you could travel to anytime in your life, when/where would it be. And why?? After about a day?s work of pondering that question, I have finally come up with an answer. If I could travel to anytime it would have to be September 11th 2001. My name is Matthew Guevara and I would like to tell you the story behind my answer to this question. When I was ten years old my life seemed simple, it was fantastic. I had a mother who loved me, a father who was always there for me, an older brother who taught me the meaning of brotherly love, and a little sister on the way. It started on September 5th 2001. The day was a warm day down in Texas and my dad made plans for the whole family to... [Read More]

Tags: 9/11, Death, Cried, Family, Dad, Love
Votes: 55
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thanks for the memories

callista newbie

14 Oct, 2010 07:31 AM

He was a boy who always been in my mind. he had hurt me a lot. i cant count how many mistakes he had made to me. and all i could do on those painful days were just pretending that i was okay and thinking that he still loves me. Well he is my ex, his name is Chris. maybe you are thinking that he is the one with a hot body and of course handsome. nope you're wrong.. he's just a fat boy. but many people called him playboy. and yes he is.. i didn't see his body, i didn't see his face, i just loved him too much. even until now. It was 22th February 2010. the day that i've been dreaming of had finally come. he called me and we were having some chit chat on the phone. and...surprisingly he asked me if i wanted to be... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Pain, Forgive
Votes: 2
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A Ghost For Life- Love Is Hatred & Vice Versa

Chelei

12 Oct, 2010 11:51 AM

She looked at him as he made his way past her to the gym. She smiled but received none. She Loved him dearly for 3 years but he never seemed to care. It was her 16th birthday, the day she confessed to him with hope in her eyes and heart that he would at least accept her as a friend if not a girlfriend, but instead he said, "I am not really in need for a girlfriend right now. Will tell you when i need one." Saying this he went off laughing with his friends. She was hurt. More than she could've ever felt. The pain in her heart that she bore rose the more she talked of him. She was just a freshman in her freshmen years. She wasn't like any one of those popular girls with hot clothes on every season or week. She wasn't even one of... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Hate
Votes: 6
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Those 3 words.

Melissaa

12 Oct, 2010 07:16 AM

Well first of all, if you read my first story ;On the dance floor then you would understand how much this situation abit more, if not well.. lets just say a friendship was ruined, a heart shattered and regret all 'round on the dance floor that night. Typing in my MSN password i was hoping only one name would pop on at the side of my screen saying 'he' is online. There he was, online as always. Jeremy was online. I clicked his name, but stopped. Should I say hello first? Would i seem annoying? Or too obbsessed? Better leave it. I clicked the X and instead clicked on my best friends name. Me-"YO MA NIGGAH! HOWS YOU KAAARMEN?!" Karmen-"Hey hey ma homiee, pre good, you?" Me- "Crap." Karmen-"Jeremy. You need to get over him! Hes hurt you so many times! Its braking you into pieces mel!" Me- "I just... [Read More]

Tags: Help, Love
Votes: 0
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My Life As of Now

Anonymous24

12 Oct, 2010 02:30 AM

As of right now, this is where I am in my life. I am still depressed due to my past experiences. I am 21 and I try to do my thing in college and live my life partying. I used to be so emo in the past because I had my heart broken once and I never thought it be broken again. All my friends finally found heir girlfriends that they stick to, while I have trouble keeping someone who would be loyal and honest with me. Many others put heir problems on me and sometimes I get so aggravated because ppl r so selfish. When i am there for them they aren't there for me. When i do things for them, they do not appreciate it. So that's y i am starting to become an asshole. Back to my main story tho, I fell in love my freshman year... [Read More]

Tags: Help, Sad Love, Love
Votes: 2
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