i wonder...

lisa

06 Oct, 2010 05:20 PM

I'm 16 and i always wonder if i died if anybody would miss me... I have always been the ugly one in school and no guy has ever liked me.i have never had a bf and nobody has ever had a crush on me or ANYTHING of that sort. i know i am ugly, I'm "smart" but that doesn't matter to me. I have no friends because i have recently moved and i am alone. Everyday me and my mom fight. She used to buy me a lot of things and she thinks that she can treat me whatever way she wants just because she buys me everything. She assumes i am happy but I'm not. i feel alone. i may have a lot of material things but its nothing to me. i wish i had a loving mom and dad, i wish i was pretty, i wish people would... [Read More]

Tags: Alone, Lonely
Votes: 8
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On the dance floor.

Melissaa

05 Oct, 2010 07:55 AM

Before i start i would just like to say this is completely true and yes i am now a headcase because of it. :/ It was the day of rage (basically a massive party supervised by cops, with a dj and foods etc.) I remember getting ready with my mate chanel and listening to songs getting us hyped. I remember thinking "What would happen if Jeremy was there.." Karmen showed up and we had 5 mins till the last bus came.. so we legged it, and its very hard when you have a dress on let me tell you. When we got there everyone was lining up, we saw our friends and joined. I was talking to stevie (she was like my sister) and telling her how much i missed Jeremyy. (Jeremy is my ex ex ex that i still had feelings for, and stevie 'swore on her life' that... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Missing
Votes: 5
14560 4

his last text message part 1

cheri

04 Oct, 2010 12:28 AM

he's gone. his eyes, his touch, his kiss, his scent, his voice, his life, and his love, it's gone. everything's gone. all the time we spent together, every moment of my life i was with him will no longer be continued. Scott, he honestly wasn't the only happiness in my life. He truthfully wasn't the only thing I had and he wasn't the only source of love for me. but now he's gone. his life taken by a bullet of nobody's. I hated the world. I hated life and everything I saw with my eyes. I regretted so much. I coudln't forgive myself for being so dumb, being so naive and so numb to the world around me that prevented me from understanding the true love of his. 3 years and 25 days ago, the end of my long relationship was announced by my boyfriend's death. His way of saying... [Read More]

Tags: Gone, Love
Votes: 6
14372 3

mistake

janice

03 Oct, 2010 11:07 PM

i was 16 years old and just finished high school. i had a boyfriend who was an American Filipino. we were classmates since we were first year and by the time we graduated, he had to go back to America to live with his dad. i was devastated of course. who wouldn't be when the one they love would leave and go to some distant place? well, that is when i learned that i could go with him. aside from he's rich, he's handsome, good-looking, but that was not the reason why i love him. anyway, i was okay with studying in America but that would mean i would leave my grandparents here in the Philippines. you see, i was an orphan and my grandma and grandpa raised me up. when i told them that my boyfriend invited me to go with him, they said it was okay..but it wasn't... [Read More]

Tags: Lost, Love, Heartbroken
Votes: 0
17131 3

The worst i ever had

Lola Johanssen

03 Oct, 2010 11:03 AM

it was late on a Saturday night and my brother and his friends were round. One of his friends, Milo, was an incredibly cute guy, he had short scruffy blond hair and blue eyes that just made me melt. We had been watching a film and i was sat next to him, he put his arm around me and before i knew it, we had fallen asleep on the couch, hand in hand. He was 16 and i was 17, so i thought it was perfect. We spent rainy days in together, and i felt that he was the one, although i was so young. When his family went on holiday to France, i came with them. You're eant to fall in love on the eiffel tower, but i fell out of it. I went back down to find a toilet, and when i came back, there he was, exchanging... [Read More]

Tags: Betrayal
Votes: 1
11452 3

Love is a Secret and Friendship is a Lie

Bloom Dark

02 Oct, 2010 05:27 PM

It was Friday, February 22, 2008. I was 10 years old. My hair was black and long. I was in 4th grade. I was living a happy life until that one day came...... It was Monday, February 25, 2008, on a sunny day. I was walking to school with my best friends. When the bell rang, we said good bye and went to our class. I was taking out my note books, P.E. shoes, and my binder. Then I went to get a chair and sat down at my desk. My teacher gave us a work sheet on Math. While my class and I were doing the work sheet, my teacher went to the class room next door and chat with the teacher. Some students were done by the time she came back to the class. But I wasn't. Some of my classmate were playing games, and I couldn't concentrate.... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Love, Fun
Votes: 11
17868 14

Broken Chance

G

02 Oct, 2010 04:38 PM

Met this person on the first day of school. When i first took a look at him i new i wasn't gonna like him at all. he dated my friend but didn't pay no attention with her and dated this other girl. i noticed everyday he looked where me and my friend say and i wondered who he was looking at. my best friend told me he was looking at her. so one day i IMed him and asked who do u keep looking at. he told me he was looking at me. i was shocked and had no words to say. he told me i was sexy so i thought whatever. days went on and he still looked at me and i asked him why do u keep looking at me and he said bc ur just so pretty. after a while when i looked up me and him... [Read More]

Tags: Missing, Love
Votes: 1
14178 4

7th April -The Day That Changed My Life

anonymous

02 Oct, 2010 09:58 AM

Its a true story. Its my story.From where should I begin I don't know but i want to write, express my feelings into words. I remember the date i 1st saw her it was 7 April . 1st day of my class IX. I saw her for the first time. She was not so beautiful but her simple,helpful nature, simply touched my heart . I could not stop my self watching her whole day and on my way going to my home i realized it was nothing else then love. i used to think about her all day and each day i fell more in love with her . i was a poor student in studies , my nature was also not up to the mark.I wanted to change myself so that wen i propose to her she wont get any reason to reject me. Then started a phase of... [Read More]

Tags: True Story, Love, Friendship
Votes: 18
22885 13

ignorance

sandra

02 Oct, 2010 07:38 AM

so i went around the west Europe in a summer. i went to London, and then i met 2 guys. they are brothers. i noticed their niceness on the last day of the trip. i talked to one of these bros (the younger one). he's french and i didn't talk much but hes nice and we played together, we built bricks with some other friends of mine. his bro stood in a distance, staring at us. he might be too old to join. and then i stared at him. i noticed how adorable he is. he looks alot like the guy i met in my dream when i was 11. the dream was about me kissing a hot blond guy and the fact that these brothers are blondes (the older's hot) but i didn't have the courage to ask about him, neither to himself or to his lil bro that... [Read More]

Tags: Ignorance, Unloved
Votes: 5
9482 2

Your breathe

Cassidy

01 Oct, 2010 10:13 PM

he held my waist tight for one last time, then as quick as he had appeared he vanished, stolen from me. right from within my hands. i was left in darkness, for days i didn't eat, i had no sleep & when i finally shut my eyes all i could see was his face, that smile haunted me for days, weeks even. my parents thought i was going crazy. i heard them talking one night, which was a surprise because i haven't heard them have 1 civilized conversation 4 13 years. i was scared. terrified. i was alone for days on end. when was this gonna end. when was this hole going to go away ? i thought about death, how it would ease the pain, but then it hit me, he didn't want me to end up like this! he promised he would come back to me one day,... [Read More]

Tags: Scared, Hate, Love, Drugs
Votes: 6
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