Pain that will last forever..

Lauren

23 Sep, 2010 04:13 PM

He was the one... i knew it, I looked into his eyes and instantly fell in love, I told him how I felt and we asked each other out. He was the sweetest guy and still is today. he was a guitarist and was extremely good too! He would walk me home after school and would write songs about me. He was my everything. after a few months of going out, he got a letter from a record company for a record deal. He told me he couldn't be with me because he doesn't want to be distracted by me. I was so upset i rang up my best friend and cried. The next day at school i was crying and he came and hugged me. We were still together but he had to brake up with me when he got it. During class I drew a broken heart on... [Read More]

Tags: Pain, Friends, Love
Votes: 8
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missing you

Jessica

22 Sep, 2010 03:24 AM

You were always there for me when I needed a hug. You never said a word; you would just sit there quietly, and listen to everything I told you. We always went for walks together to the park. You were so cute when you would fall asleep, I could always tell when you were having a good dream. You were the most amazing friend I could ask for, and now you?re gone. I?ll never forget you. When we?d go in the back yard and play tug a war, you always won though. I just wish you had more time; I would give anything to have you here right now, lying next to me having your sweet dreams. I always knew that day would come; when you?d no longer be here with me, but why did it have to end like that? You were in so much pain it hurt me... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Cancer, Lost, Missing
Votes: 9
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what is love?

Jessica

22 Sep, 2010 02:55 AM

What is love? To be happy and comfort one another when you have that down day, to know each other you?re likes and dislikes, and to love each other for all of you, it can be such a wonderful or horrible thing to have. So why is it that I love you for everything you are, I comfort you when you have a down day, and I know everything there is to know about you, I do everything I can to keep you happy no matter what, and yet you could care less. You look down on me like dirt. You say you care, but if you really loved and cared for a person like you say you do, you wouldn?t do the things you do to me. I?m tired of it, I don?t think I can stand one more night lying in bed, crying, wishing for you to say... [Read More]

Tags: Darkness, Love, Hope
Votes: 0
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love is complicated

marrisa

20 Sep, 2010 10:13 AM

This is a complicated story about ? in my whole life .. My name is marrisa ,I had a boyfriend(call him adam) and I ? him so much ..really ,really ? him ..till' I met someone who makes me feel like a prety damn stupid .. I met him when i was on a date with my boyfriend ..(He was my bf friends) First impression : nothing's special,but I knew when he starring at me, that he may ? me .. Days 2 : o my gosh ,he's so silly .. Days 3 : still no feeling ,but I began to think he's cute .. Days 4 : we met in chat ,,haha ..he's so funny .at least he makes me smile when I felt so bored .. Days 5 : wooow ,I'm so happy with my bf he makes me know how much he loved me .. I ?... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Missing
Votes: 2
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why?

Jaeny

19 Sep, 2010 03:46 PM

On may 22nd 2010 I fell in love with a 15 year old, and I was only 13? he really didn?t care about my age, but still it bothers me. We are not dating anymore because he was just not taking anything seriously. All he talked about was sex, and he is talking about sex with a 13 year old? I AM 13 NOT 25! I had a feeling that he would have sex with me and leave me, I asked him that question and he laughed and said ?of course not!? but I didn?t believe him. He once called a girl Hun and beautiful, it really wasn?t ?OKAY? with me, I talked to him about it, but he would just always change the subject. He always changes the subject about my ?stuff? and he would always tell me what he wants to do with my ?stuff?. I talked to... [Read More]

Tags: Unloved, Pain, Sorrow
Votes: 8
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Fate Against Me

Lichen Bung Rai

19 Sep, 2010 03:50 AM

I was a river of sorrows, time and tides made me a sea and now the fate has gone against me so it made me an ocean of sorrows. You might be thinking that water flows in my ocean of sorrows. But you are wrong, only the tears flow in it. I always swim in the ocean of tears and collect all the sorrows that god has given me as the gift. Have you ever seen a person born just to suffer the sadness and the pain? Your answer might be NO. But you can see me just suffering all the sadness, sorrows and pain that exist in this entire world. Why do you know? Because the almighty god is against me. It hurts too much when dreams broke like the glasses. I had experienced it and dropped silent tears from my eyes. Alas! I can do nothing. I am... [Read More]

Tags: Sorrow, Sad, Lost
Votes: 1
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Biggest mistake

Jose

19 Sep, 2010 12:20 AM

It started three years ago when I first met her. She was just an everyday classmate. And once in a while I would say hi. Or I would just have some laughs with her. She wasn't all pretty. But I still kinda liked her. Then the next year when we all came back, I was amazed. She turned into an angel and from there I knew I would always be in love with her. During the school year we got to talk more and stuff. Then I stupidly asked her out. She said no and I lied and said it was a bet. But as the days passed we talked again and we got to like each other even more. Then one day she txted me asking me how much I liked her. I asked why. And so she said nevermnd and left a little depressed emte like this- V.V-... [Read More]

Tags: Love
Votes: 9
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I love you, David.

Jenny

18 Sep, 2010 06:38 AM

I'm Jenny. I'm 13 and I'm in love. At first, I don't really know what love is. All I know is from what people said, "love is something beautiful, something you feels in your tummy when you look at his face. something that makes you smile when he smiles." Until, I met this guy. He was my first boyfriend. His name was...David. He's a senior, he's 2 years older than me. But who the hell cares? You're in love, right? So, we chatted. He asked me out pretty much like this: Him: Hey. What's up? Me: As usual. Super bored. You? Him: Well me too. I kinda wanna ask you something. Me: What is it? Him: Well I'm pretty nervous and hm naaah just forget it. Never mind. Me: Just tell! I'm dying to know. Him: Well, hm. I don't want another guy gets you. You're not close with other... [Read More]

Tags: Missing, Waiting, Love
Votes: 6
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Memories

Aut

18 Sep, 2010 12:19 AM

I loved him. SO much. His younger brother who was still older than I was, was my best friend. To me he was the most amazing guy that was alive...he is texting me at this moment to chill with him because we still do. we dated for a year off and on for about a year and a half and no matter how mush shit he put me through, I'm STILL in love with him. I don't know how to stop. my heart keeps ripping as if it isnt already torn to fucking shreds. I've tried dating other guys, tried falling in love, tried forgetting.....but it always comes back to him. He's 19 now and im 15..and I have too many memories of what used to be and what should have been. I was basically 18 anyways, how mature my mind was from everything I had been through in my... [Read More]

Tags: Lost, Love, Hurt
Votes: 1
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My Life and my everything

gail

16 Sep, 2010 05:07 AM

i was in 4th grade when i fell in love, it was in the month of july when we were having a culmination program for the nutrition month, my friend jannica had a crush on a grade 6 student , who was going to perform a dance presentation, so i asked her to point the guy that she liked, and i said " ohh, that guy, i already saw him, he's ugly!".. but after the program when our class already started, i was feeling kinda weird, and it came up to my mind about the guy that my friend liked, i was thinking, that he's kinda cute though, then from that moment , i was always thinking about him, with out wondering that i was already falling for him, when it was lunch we had a choir practice at our school for the upcoming mass, i was so surprised to... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Heartbroken
Votes: 3
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