Sad but true It wasn?t that early, neither that late. It wasn?t that Good and neither that bad. Good as she was with me but bad as she shouldn?t have been with me. We were there but didn?t know that why we were. Just a feeling of nothing covered her and she had her head on my shoulder and her tears fell as if I was the one who could carry them and deal with. I wasn?t able to look at her, even. Her face was always pretty, with the innocent dimple she had. I could just sit and turn my head other way around and she could just, speak and speak. I couldn?t interrupt her as well, as she had the right to speak it all, at last. And despite letting her speak, the reason why I didn?t interfere was that I couldn?t interfere. I had no words to... [Read More]
Tags: Sadhttp://www.loverofsadness.net/sad_story.php?id=319 Should this end? Contd... So, this is the further part. I am helpless and now my prayers have changed. Now I pray God, just keep me a best friend of his. Never let our friendship fade. We are completely opposite persons but the magnet property has failed today. I stop talking about Branden, my so called crush. I try to keep myself just a bit more confident when I talk to Corey, but its getting difficult to hide it from others. They pose suspicious cause I ask too much about Samantha. Corey?s Birthday: I sand him quite a lot of birthday wishes, but get no reply from him. Must be busy in celebration. Next day, I don?t wish him good morning. At daytime: Corey: Hey, wassup? Me: Nothing. Had a good birthday blast? Corey: No, not really. You know, I don?t really like bashes and loud celebrations. Me: Yeah... [Read More]
Tags: LoveI still love him.... I still need him.... No matter how hard I try, I cant' forget and I can't let go. I have already liked him for a while. I loved him, now I know. I wasn't sure back then, because I never knew love. I never knew how it feels to be 'in love'. But I loved him. I loved someone for the first time in my life and it felt great. I don't even know why I love him so much. I just do. I love everything about it and when I would be with him I would feel safe. I have always thought he thinks of me just as a friend. It did hurt a lot. Then somehow things changed. I have noticed him looking at me more often, talking to me more. Eventually we dated, but only for a couple of days. Then he told... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Heart, Breakup, MissingSixth Grade... I was walking down the hall with a friend of mine when she ran over to her group of friends and introduced them all to me.. It was first week of sixth grade... One of them was named Marissa. I was young but when I laid eyes on her it was as if the world just...stopped. I was stupid and the first thing I said to her was "Hey, you wanna float my boat" she laughed and the group of girls walked away I was shocked at what just happened and I knew this girl Wasn't just another girl I'd meet and never share anything with. The next day i "asked her out" in sixth grade tho dating is nothing more tha Talking on the phone tho.. Sadly I had competition many other people asked her as well. Sadly she said yes to another guy.. But me and... [Read More]
Tags: Love, DrugsI was about 2 when it happened. We moved to a new house and got a new dog, named Chico. he was sorta a punching bag, brother, and pillow for me at the time.He was my best friend. He wouldn't let anyone he didn't know go near me. I loved him with all my heart. Then school started when i was 4, almost 5. I gave him a big kiss on the nose every morning and as soon as i got home i would play catch with him. Then when i was 6 things got bad. My parents were always fighting and I was crying in my room with Chico. But I would normally sneak outside to lay with him because he was an outside dog. When my parents got a divorce i had to go live with my mom and my soon to be little brother. I only saw... [Read More]
Tags: DeathThere was this guy. Two summers ago, We had this bond.. this feeling that felt so unreal. To me it was like living a dream. We spent every single summer day together. But before everything had happened, He was in love with a girl, (not me) I guess she was the definition of "perfect" She had long nice hair.. a cute smile, a bubbly personality, think she was funny too. Well, he was madly in love with her. But she broke his heart and slept with another guy. And they broke up. And during that summer I was rebound girl. He started talking to me, we got close. He pulled off "stupid" and went back to her when she told him she was sorry and that it was a mistake. OF COURSE IT WAS.. That was our first try The summer of 2010.. I guess that they had broken up... [Read More]
Tags: Drugs, Love, Cheating, MissingI'm a 14 year old girl who is very depressed and wanting to be loved by him... Now some people would say that 8th grade was too young to have their first love?I, on the other hand, think otherwise. It was a Monday, the second week of school. I was off to my 8th period class, Spanish. We were assigned to sit at a table of four. Grant S sat in front of me. He was very shy and never talked. At least that's what I thought. The next day when I went to Spanish, I overheard two girls shouting at Grant. "Why won't you ask her out!!!!" shouted one girl. "Don't you like her?" yelled the other. Grant stood for a second, looking like he would explode. Right before he could respond, class started. After school, I came home and went on Facebook to check out my Farmville. I... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Love, Forbidden, Mormon, Missingthis story is about the losses i've been through and i'm only just turned 13 here we go; i knew a little boy named Matthew. he was in grade prep and i was in grade 5 so he was my 'little buddy'. he was a bit of a trouble maker so to stop him mucking up in class my mum suggested i give him treats so he would be good (like chocolates and toys). he agreed to this and he behaved. to be honest most of the time we had fun together, he was a typical little boy, funny and cute. anyway i only had him as a buddy for 1 term but before the term ended i gave him a little silver car key chain and he liked it so much he came back the next day and gave me 2 of his mum's necklaces she want anymore. i... [Read More]
Tags: Love, MissingI am a Flip who stayed in U.S. for 2 years. I went back to Philippines for some reasons. Well, here's my story... I've known this guy for half year and he's a family friend. He's name Brian. He's half flip - caucasian/white. He's 2 years older than me. I'm 16 Hmm.. From the start, I know that he really don't like me, but I'm just pretending that I don't know about it cause I do really like him so much. I tried my best just to get his attention, but didn't work out. He's such a bragger. (that's the only thing that I didn't like about him) Cause to me he's the perfect guy ever. even My family do likes him. sucks for me though at that time, cause I have my former boyfriend. (but we broke up though for some reasons, so forget about him) I was so... [Read More]
Tags: Cheating, Crazy, LoveWhat is love? Is it cold, and mean? Just like life... Or is it something different? A love that will sweep you away, only too leave your core with a fuzzy warmth. And looking into your lovers eyes with contempt that he/ she is 'the one'. i wouldn't know, you see. I used too be in love, or so i thought. But love is just life, and just as cruel, just as heartless. I need , you, too tell me i'm wrong. That love DOES exist. That love IS real. Because I'm not so sure anymore. this is my story... The start of my depression, was startling. Like right then and there i realized, that life sucks. Nothing, anchored me down to earth anymore. Just family, and sometimes friends... Day dreams took over my days, and everything was imaginary. This is when i reached for the razor. Some of you... [Read More]
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