There's this guy named Nicholas, He's sweet,kind,caring,the most loving person you can ever meet. We met on this site called meetme it's a dating site, we talked on it for a few months and we got close. We have met in person a few times, I have helped him with his school work and i'm making sure he graduates. He and i have been friends for a while, he is always their for me when i need him. One day, I wrote him a letter telling him how i felt about him, he got the letter and told me he doesn't see me like that, He doesn't want anything to ruin our friendship. I was so upset, I really truly had feelings for him and i still do. He doesn't understand that my feelings aren't gonna go away so easily like his can. One day, me and him went for... [Read More]
Tags: Confused, Love Hurts, Love StorySometimes I think I try to hurt myself. I put myself in positions that always end up with me getting hurt. I don't know when I will learn and take a step back and ask what am I doing with my life? If you didn't read my other story, you should. It will help in understanding what I am going through right now. Well I am in my junior year of high school. At the beginning of the year I was doing really well. I got all A's on my first report card, and currently have all A's. Well a few weeks ago I started talking to this sophomore guy at my school. I honestly didn't think anything would happen. It was just meaningless flirting and him just being a horny teenage guy. Well I never expected it to go further than talking, but he wanted me to come over... [Read More]
Tags: Feelings, Questions, Love, Maybe, Hurt, Confused, SpecialOn a Saturday afternoon, i decided to go out with some of my friends. As i walked into Forever 21 i saw a gorgeous, cute boy. I had seen him before at my school. I stared at him, as he turned around i turned and pretended i was looking at the jewelry. That day started an amazing connection towards him. The next day... I was sitting down with my head down, as i see something or someone coming towards me, i felt someone sit down next to me. He said " Hi?!"....as i lifted my face i realized it was him. "Hi.." i said. I blushed as i looked into his eyes. "I saw you yesterday" he said. "Oh really? did you?" I said. he smiled as he sad " Yes, you looked gorgeous!" "No, don't say that" I said "Why not?. I am just saying the truth or what?... [Read More]
Tags: First Love, Kiss, Love, Caring, Hurt, Goodbye, CheatedIt was January 5th, 2013 the day that changed my life. New Years was over and it was the first weekend after returning to school. I had been talking to this girl for a few months, and it was never flirtatious, just great friends. It was in school that we got the idea of watching Monsters Inc., or at least we were joking around about it cause it was such a great movie. (We both like animated films, she loves them though) But that Saturday I remember being on the bus and not having anything to do till 6:00 p.m. where I had to go house sit, and her name came across my phone. So I called her up and made the plans, we were going to go catch the afternoon show and it turned out to be one of the best days of my life. I remember walking past... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Confused, Heartbreak, True Story, Forever, Breakup, Memories, Missing, SadI knew him in 8th grade. He was in 7th. I liked him but as soon as a I was in high school I forgot about him. Then I become a sophomore and hes a freshman. We start talking and being friends because he already had a gf. Then he starts telling me about all their problems and I knew my old feelings for him weren't gone. They started coming back up. We just remained friends and became close to being best friends. He even told his gf that he wasnt going to get rid of me because I knew everything and that we had equal problems family wise. I wasn't with a guy for 2 years. And he was everything I wanted in a bf. He hated his relationship because his gf was turning psycho. Even her closest friends knew it. soon he broke up with her. And then... [Read More]
Tags: Confused, Sad, Hard Decision, Love, Betrayed, HeartbrokenShe's an innocent little girl named Natasha who grew up with no one and nothing. Her mother didn't have time for her or her sisters. Her mother had time for drugs and sex. She was 4 and she was confused. She asked God everyday why her mommy didn't love her. Natasha asks her mommy why she doesn't love her and her mother says "Because you're worthless! You're ugly and disgusting and you're not my kid!" Natasha just cries, she doesn't understand why her mother says the things that she says. She's cold, hungry and scared. Her mother never feeds her or her sisters. Instead her mother sits there and eats in front of them, making her and her sisters smell the food but if they try to eat it, they know they'll get beat,so they go to bed starving. Natasha stinks and is extremely dirty. Her mom didn't pay any... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Sadness, Broken, Sad Story, Pain, Painful, Hurt, Help, Hopeless, Alone, Crying, Confused, Cutting, Giving UpI am 16 years old, in grade 11, and my life is messed up. It all started when I was in grade 7, when I moved back to my home town (where grown up). I was just a kid loving life, with no problems, have great friends, and just amazing life. But in grade 7, I started getting picked on. I started getting called names like fat, ugly, waste of space, etc. I honestly hated the names, I hated my life. I didn't understand why people started acting like that to me. In grade 8, last year in education school and the name calling and bulling is still going on. I never told my mom, or the teacher because I thought the name calling will get worst so I left it to myself. About half way in grade 8, I started getting stressed out, and mad at myself. I started... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Depression, Boyfriend, Life, Love, Live, Cut, Self-harm, Scars, Memories, Confused, MissingI remember seeing your face the first time we met. You were walking around the neighborhood because you just moved in. You were looking for some friends and my two little brothers saw you. Because of how short you were, they thought you were their age. Ha Ha. Turns out, you were mine. I never really liked you at first, speaking of, I was like 10. I thought you were just going to (like other people in the neighborhood,) stay for a month and move out. Boy was I wrong. Everyday that summer you came over asking for my brothers. More and more I fell into your spell. Suddenly we started hanging out more and more. We were really good friends then. When school started, we were in the same class. You became good friends with one of my best guy friends. After that, we were as close as friends... [Read More]
Tags: Confused, Hurt, Lonely, Friends, Heart, Love, Unloved, Pain, GuiltThe only story I'll ever tell will be my own, the way I felt and never could tell..............(this is written right out of my brother journal, my brother always wanted to publish his life story) If only one second I could take back it could have changed my life and I would have changed it a million times over. the day when I realized its to late. I start this story at the age of 10, I didn't want to go to school like always but only for the soul purpose to not get into some sort of trouble with teachers and students alike. My mom couldn't handle me and my step dad only knew to beat me when nothing else he could do would help. My grandparents took me away and said not another day will I live with all my family again. Not realizing what I had just... [Read More]
Tags: Lonley, Confused, Boy, Death, Unloved, Missing, Sad, Suicide, FamilyA life that seems to only be a dream. Life, family, friends, everything so distant as if it was never there. Pretending to be happy, to be sad, to be angry, What are real emotions? How will I know when it's real? Is everything real at all? I don't know anymore, there's nothing to know in the first place. Everyone is laughing, joking, crying, and I'm there with them, but without feeling a thing, it doesn't seem real, at least not to me, they don't know what is in my head or they just ignore it, who would care anyway it's not like I'm really that important. Mom, dad, brothers, sisters, friends.... there so easy to forget, so easy to fade from existence. Everyone says that the eyes are like a portal to the soul, but that is a complete lie, no one knows my real soul nor they try... [Read More]
Tags: Solitary, Confused, Unreal, Love, Emotions, Feelings, Sadness, Alone