It was during 8th grade year that I first saw her. She was beautiful, but I couldn't admit that I wanted her. I lied to myself, while yearning for her. I remember a friend telling me his friend liked her, my heart raced. I wonder why? Soon I became attached to her. I would often take glance at her secretly. Looking back at the clock just too take a glance at her. Faking a stretch just just take a glance at her. Soon I began to realize where this was going. It was weird because I had a dream that warned me to not fall in love with her. I didn't understand it. Maybe it was because I was still in love with my first love in 4th grade. Although I was in love with another girl I couldn't stop thinking about her. I eventually stopped myself though. Freshmen year... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbreaks, One Sided Crush, Hope, Hopeless..this story really shows how stupid i am;D so here it goes.. i am a playgirl sh!t.. i dump boys and i dumped plenty of them.. i dunnu, maybe because i never believed in true love and forever thing.. and besides it can only lead you to pain and all those stuffs.. but, hey.. u can't really, u know talk things that are not yet done..so i fell in love.. well, i promised myself that if ever i fall in love, i promised to make things right and romantic:) and promised to keep it forever( even if i dunt believe in that word). he was a friend actually, we were like best friends..and i never ever thought that i would fall for him..the moment he told me that he loves me, i refused myself to believe in his sweet talks..lol. but after many months of wooing me, i fin'lly gave... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbreaks, Breakup, Friends