Sooo...I haven't visited this site for a long time.I used to read all the stories when i was depressed.Found people that shared my pain and feelings.Let me introduce myself firs.My name is not important,im only a poet that will stay with his pen ,until im seeing her.This is a story about how one person changed my life,and saved me from myself. One year ago...i was so bad at the time.I was soo lonely,i used to stay at home,doing nothing,spending my days writing stuff,about nothing of worth.I was just wasting air.But then something happened ,something i cant describe.It was a girl i met.She had a boyfriend,so i lost my hopes,of doing anything at all with her.She was in long term relationship,and i was a nice guy and didnt want to ruin someone's life.The night i met her,we spend the whole evening togheter,talking,smiling at each other,cuddling...watching sunrise...yeah...maybe best night of my life.I... [Read More]
Tags: Broken, Love, Life, Storydrip, drop, drip, drop. I watch as the rain falls outside my window, growing slightly bored. The TV is on in the background, MTV is on. I look around my room, thinking, day dreaming, pointing out how messy it is, and how i should get up and do it. But I don't feel up to it, just like I don't feel up to doing anything. Hi I'm Charlie, a 15 year old girl, waiting for her life to get better, cause as everyone says, it gets worse only to get better, but so far it hasn't happened. I deal with depression, social anxiety, and Like many people, I think way too much. My phone dings, notifying me of a new message, and no it's not from a friend, i don't have anymore of those. But it's from my mother. Mom-Hey hun, not gonna be home tonight, your brother has a... [Read More]
Tags: Life, Love, Nothing, Annoying, HurtsHi. This is my first story. First of all, this is a true story and a short story as well. This is about my best friend,Kayla. She was a clever girl in our high school. She always get number 1 in class. She was very very beautiful. She was very popular in our high school back then. Every teachers like her because of her good achievement both in academic and sport. Every girls was envy at her because she took all the boys attention just by looking at her. She was the only daughter in her family. Her life was too perfect, until a new transfer student was transferred into our high school. Her name is Anne. She is a shy, clever and beautiful girl that can only beat Kayla in our high school. Anne becomes her rival. In silence, Kayla hates her so much. As her best friend, i... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Depressed, Death, Life, True Story, FriendsI don't know what to call this, or what the point of this even is really.. I just know that these last few weeks I've been a prisoner in my own mind once again after fighting so hard all of these years to escape. Maybe by letting others know some of the things that make me who I am and no longer keeping them my own memories will help me from myself.. I don't know exactly how old I was when this happened, I just know that I was very young. I know that it was before I started school, so I believe it was around the age of three or four. That would make my brother two or three at the time. Me and my brother, were taken away from my parents at this age and put into foster care for an unknown length of time. ( Do to... [Read More]
Tags: Thankful, LifeIt’s time again to ponder about what zyan is feeling again. To be honest I’m holding back the tears that express how I’m feeling right now. I’m sad, depressed, lost, confused, and scared. This talk of cece and I breaking up and her moving on right away to some other person hurts. That’s how you know that your relationship is poor and going down hill. I’m hurting everyday because of this feeling. I don’t want this feeling. It hurts so much and I hold onto it like I’m holding a knife and pressing up against my skin waiting for the time until I crack down and decide to finally cut myself and bleed out. I want love and compassion from my partner and when it feels like you're the only one contributing to the relationship it hurts. You’re confused whether she’s interested in you still or not. There are many... [Read More]
Tags: Alone, Sad, Suicide, Suffering, Story, Secret, Hurt, Heartbroken, HopelessI don't know anymore. I thought i had at least some idea of what will happen in life. Now i am starting to come to the realization that i have no clue or idea of what will happen, or what is happening in life, in my life. The obvious is there. I know exactly what is happening with that. It's nothing new, the old, study, get a degree, get a job, and bla bla, but what i don't know anymore is the purpose of my life, the purpose of me loving anyone. the purpose of me even trying to genuinely love a girl. If i have learned anything from my love life, meaning girls i have liked or had a crush on, it is that if you ever like someone genuinely they will not like you back, they will get bored, or something will happen to make them leave you.... [Read More]
Tags: Life, Love, Lesson, Goals, Don't Give UpSadness is not only about being heart broken by a boy or a girl, it is not only about going through a bad relationship. Sadness can be of various types. It can be of different categories and my one falls in one of them. I'm a girl and I have a hidden pain inside me which I wasn't not being able to share with anyone till now. I feel anxious. I feel anxious and scared when I'm standing alone in a crowded room. My whole body starts to shiver and I start to sweat. I feel very weak. And nearly collapse every time. I used to hate my life. I felt so sick all the time. I cried for endless hours and spent sleepless nights alone in my room. I used to feel very alone and scared. I just was not able to share this pain I felt with anyone,... [Read More]
Tags: Life, TruthAccording to an English dictionary, the word "miss" has a lot of meanings. One of them is "to feel the absence of someone or something". In my opinion, the word "miss" means by the feeling that one feels when the person that very close to him, disappeared, vanished and gone. Perhaps just for a while or for good. It is just hurt when you can't stop yourself from thinking and remembering the person, even though they used to hurt you but you still love them. Everyone will feels this feeling sooner or later. This includes myself. Deep in my heart, I miss him so much. I really want to hug him, but I can't. He's just 'too' far from me. Only God knows exactly how I miss my late grandpa. 23rd July 2014, he left us. At 1st June 2014, I received a letter saying I am going to further... [Read More]
Tags: Misery, Sad, Hearbreaking, Surprise, Death, Redha, Life, Love, Peace, Endless LoveI literally will be all alone......forever. Me I am the cheerful kind person everyone loves except some people don't see me like that. I have a lot of friends because I study people and then act like their ideal person. I'm not pretending. Each person I act like is just another part of me. Though I always regret it in the end because when I act like myself they think I'm acting weird. I get sad when they look up what our names mean and it shows the exact description of the TRUE me in the middle of all those other ones because when they see it they say its the exact opposite of me or its nothing like me. People pretend they know me all the time when they really don't. I just smile and agree but what they also don't know is I'm a great actress too. Incident... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Depression, Heart Break, LifeSome people are born lucky to enjoy their love life but some people are not. In my teen age, I was in love with my neighbor who was happened to be my schoolmate also. People say falling in love is itself a matter of good luck. But it was not true in my case. Most of my time, I used to pass in her sweet company .we were so involved that years passed by very swiftly .once we overheard our moms talking about our marriage. So we were happy that we would be going to pass our rest of life together. Time drifted on we became more familiar with each other .I learnt that she had a lot of habits and traits like me. I loved everything about her like her habits, her incredible faith in god. When she was with me, life was beautiful and useful. We were so... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Life, Lonely, Unloved