I'm in love... With 3 guys...I know it's that bad. I fell in love with one 2 years ago his name is Isaiah, I love him because he listens, his voice is so soothing and peaceful, his touch is warm and i could message him at anytime and he would always be there, but i realized he wasn't really listening and he was only there when i needed him because he got something in return. He loves me for my body i love him for who i thought he was. We never dated yet he always told me i was his. He's a close friend now. We hardly talk sometimes though. i fell in love with one about a year ago his name was Justice. He treated me right, he listened, we would sneak out at 3 in the morning to go to the park, he knew how much i... [Read More]
Tags: Lost, LoveTRUE LOVE EXISTS AND CAN BE VERY HARD TO FIND MORE THAN ONCE (A story of true love thrown away and the haunting life it caused me) Life goes by in a heartbeat, and decisions you make can haunt you for the rest of your life. This is the true story of how I found the love of my life, that God intended for me to be with the rest of my life, but my personal circumstances led me to make a decision that has haunted me my whole life. It’s my hope that someone might read this and keep from making the same mistake that I did. First let me tell you a bit about myself…I am now fifty eight years old, having grown up in a military family. For most of my childhood, I never lived in any one place more than about 6 months. We moved to... [Read More]
Tags: Lost, LoveOn the new Petition by Henry Walsh. I was one of the first 40 signatures, I advertised this petition on all social media I could from Facebook to Gab and YouTube to Twitter. Etc. I was surprised that while of course fans are divided on the Disney take of star wars, never did I think I would have my life threatened over the franchise. Henry Walsh also has been threatened, that people would hack his email, that they would attack him. I have been told I would suffer if I kept going through with this petition and kept posting it. In 1977 George Lucas strived to make a movie that nobody wanted to be a part of, it was difficult and he was told to change it and put all his money and time into it. He created history and made a huge change to cinema everywhere and the future... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Struggle, Story, Sad, Sad Story, Hate, Dreams, Dream, Loveback then to 2014 ,i met a girl,can called a unique girl,she are a loving yet doesnt care anything type of girl,one day she care and one day she just dont,but by time passed by i still love her as much as the day she said yes on my ask to be a couple, we had everything together,laugh tears ,cuddling on holiday, dinner after it and back home to get a great sleep,she never stay over night but she always share her calm sleep face with me, she always make me laugh,she had a great smile..even thou she never care that much to me,but love her with all my life Its been 3 yers ,but im wondering ,she never introduce me to her family, i keep it calm until she started to act weird, she startt to not cantact me,no phone and no text, when i text first its take... [Read More]
Tags: Lonely, LostHave you ever felt love for someone To the point past emotional bliss? I have, and still do I married her. I herd codependency was a bad thing for couples. To feed off of each others feeling could cause a break up? I doubt that theory very much. Maybe my marriage isn't the definition of that, its more like or love grew its own vascular system and we thrive off the respect, trust, and support from each other. It was a cold morning I can feel it in my bones. I couldn't wait to feel the heat of the melted steel inside the mill. I didn't waste any time in the locker room chatting about the weather I knew all the small talk. Straight into work ten minuets early my crew had no idea I was even there. I stayed busy alone better then in a group. A coworker found... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Lost, Death, Painful, Heartbroken, ScaredIt’s time again to ponder about what zyan is feeling again. To be honest I’m holding back the tears that express how I’m feeling right now. I’m sad, depressed, lost, confused, and scared. This talk of cece and I breaking up and her moving on right away to some other person hurts. That’s how you know that your relationship is poor and going down hill. I’m hurting everyday because of this feeling. I don’t want this feeling. It hurts so much and I hold onto it like I’m holding a knife and pressing up against my skin waiting for the time until I crack down and decide to finally cut myself and bleed out. I want love and compassion from my partner and when it feels like you're the only one contributing to the relationship it hurts. You’re confused whether she’s interested in you still or not. There are many... [Read More]
Tags: Alone, Sad, Suicide, Suffering, Story, Secret, Hurt, Heartbroken, HopelessBefore, you begin to read; I would like to tell you that this is based on a true story and that you should read it all the way through. I had a childhood friend. His name was 'Ben. Pittwater'. He was my friend, my neighbour, my child hood friend, my lover and soul mate. And I like to think that Ben loved me as much as I loved him. Thinking back, the first time I saw Ben was when I was 9 years old. Even though he had a luxurious living style, he was the only child and his parents were usually at work and returned at around 1PM. I sometimes saw him and after that, I let out the courage to say “Hi” to the member of the famous, rich Pittwater family. I still remember the moment he looked up after scratching the dirt then smiling at me with... [Read More]
Tags: True Story, Child Abuse, Childhood, Death, Sadness, Despair, Alone, Foreve, Lost, LonelineThe rain was dripping down the car window. Sam was tracing patterns with his finger getting lost in his thoughts. Sam is 14 years old and lives in Springfield, Oregon. He has Brown hair, Blue eyes, And a lean petite figure. He has a 7 year old brother named Jacob. Sam is usually depressed. He feels as if no one see's him, as if he is the only one who understands. He can't usually explain his feelings, so instead he takes it out in a different way... by bleeding. "We're almost home" his mother announced. His mom has Brown hair and hazel eyes. "Yay" Sam's brother giggled. "Daddy can we play base ball when we get home?" Jacob asked. "Sure, why not. Do you want to join?" he asked Sam. "No thanks dad, you know I don't like sports" Sam said. "Okay" his father sighed. Sam and his family just... [Read More]
Tags: Pain, Emptiness, Depression, Sadness, Lost, SuicideNot long ago a 11 year old girl was admitted into the hospital. She spent her time looking out the Window and smiling. It was as if the view was beautiful. Although it was just a basketball court. Every night she,just listened to the sound of the beeps. It broke the silence of the cold nights. When people asked her if she was sad her reply was " a smile can fix a problem ". No one could see her sadness. Her imagination had covered all over her room. Some say she could bring a light into a and room. Her mask fooled everyone. That was until the day he met her................. A nurse had come into her room with a boy around her age. He looked at her with bright eyes "wow your so pretty. With your big chocolate coloured brown eyes, small cherry coloured lips and brown hair"... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Hope, Love, Lost, HeartbrokenMessage to my ex... :( Dear you, I think about you every night before i go to bed. i imagine you here with me. Does it even matter anymore? no. :( Last night I got a message from him saying: "I dont know how to start this without saying im sorry but i dont know if apoligizing is good enough anymore, Youre a great person. I understand that all you wanted was me and all i did was break your heart and im sorry for that. im sorry for everything ive done. Every single second your mad at me or sad for any reason i always try to find a way to make you happy cause i like to see you happy. You didnt do anything wrong, so tell me that its all my fault and all believe you. I want us to be close friends and I want us... [Read More]
Tags: Lost, Unloved