she met him when they were 8 years old. they soon became best friends. they talked nearly everyday. when they were 9 years old they started school together. everyone in the school knew they were friends. when they were 10 years old people started to tease and called them love birds. they didn't like it. when they were 11 years old the girl started to get feelings for him, but she ignored them and thought it was silly. when they were 12 years old the girl told the boy she liked him, but before he could respond she said it was a stupid prank. when they were 13 years old the boy started to get feelings for another girl in his grade, and she had feelings for him too. she was his first girlfriend, but the boy broke up with her shortly after. when they were 14 years old the... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Depressing, Sad, Stupid, Cancer, SuicideIt started as a normal year. My freshman year of high school. I made two new friends that year. Let's just call them... Angelica and Xiemma. We had a blast. The first half of my freshman year was pretty fun. (I had another crush but he's a different story) And then I met you. You had just transferred high schools. You were the new kid. And boy, were you shy. But you made friends. Just like me. I remember meeting you for the first time. I was talking to Xiemma by my locker. Some kid tripped, and dropped his biology???? binder. Without thinking, I reached down to pick it up. Then I looked up to give it to him... and he was you. I nearly screamed. Damn,you were hot. You jumped back when you saw me too. Looking back on it, you probably jumped back because I recoiled from you... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Betrayal, Friends, Forever, AloneDear Love of my Life, I was twelve. 6th grade. last year before middle school. I had made a deal with myself that year. No crushes. No love songs. No stupid valentines. 5th grade was a disaster. 4th was worse. I just wanted... a break. And that's what I was going to have. Until I saw your face. You were not the kind of kid most girls were into, to say the least. But I was not like most girls. from the moment your piercing blue eyes met my gaze, I knew you were the one. The one who would't betray me, or ignore me, or force me. No, you were truly mine. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't fight it. You were funny. you were smart. you were a bit insane. I loved insane. You introduced me to new people. I... Didn't have anyone to introduce you... [Read More]
Tags: Alone, Sad, Love Hurts, Marriage, Real“The Sailboat” There was a little boy, about ten years old, who had a friend. His friend, a girl his age, had recently moved into his neighborhood. They began spending time together after school. They would walk and talk as he carried her schoolbooks. Sometimes they would go exploring at the local lake for hours until it was time for them to go home. One day while exploring the lake they came upon on old boat dock hidden in the grasses. Tied to the dock was a weather beaten, barely seaworthy red sailboat built for two. The boy and girl knew nothing about sailing and knew they could get into a lot of trouble but they climbed into the boat anyway. Day after day they would go to the boat, still tied to the dock, and make believe they were explorers sailing off to discover new lands. One day, they... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, LoveEXPENDABLE, of little value or significance compared to the overall purpose. Abandoned. Have you ever felt like this in your life? You were an unnecessary add on. You will not be missed. This is the state in which I currently reside. I am expendable, to my friends and even to myself. I am of little importance. My feelings not considered. My heart now aching. Depressed, in a state of general unhappiness. Despondent. This is where I live and have lived for a long time now. Therapy, medication, more therapy. Sure, it helps sometimes. The panic attacks may have stopped. The anxiety seems under control, but it’s still there. It is always there. Haunting me, like a ghost. Everyday I look in the mirror. Somedays I tell myself that I am beautiful and I am worthy of a great life and love. Other days however, I see myself as a person... [Read More]
Tags: Depression, Anxiety, Lonely, SadEdit 2: This edit is at the top because it's a message to my friends and family. In case you ever read this, you may be wanting to know who is who. I've listed the names with an inside joke, quote, etc. You know who you are then! Lilly: SIO is best band <3 Jacob: Stellar is a dumb word Kieran: You're the most likely to call me "shortass" Erika: You named your stuffed rabbit Buns Robert: You forgot me Becca: We never talked to each other Eli and Zack: This is self-explanatory... Anthony: I can still spell your last name! Hahaha! Monica: "JACKDAW" Liam: Please stop being tall. It makes me feel short Caleb: RED HURRICANES!!! Kaylee: Oh gosh, so many to choose from ... pfft. "Be home in a boat! Blueberry muffins are the best Social Darwinism. REGENISIS." Camila: Remember that group project for Ancient Civilizations? Emma: I... [Read More]
Tags: Memories, Depression, Friendship, Pain, True Story, Suicide, Sad, Cutting, Childhood, Self Harm, SchoolThe story you will now read is completely true, with zero amounts of fiction to it. I understand that many people are into creating fabricated stories to share with others, however, this story isn’t one of those kind, unfortunately. This story will be very detailed and fairly extensive, simply to provide better context, as if you experienced the story yourself. To keep things anonymous, I will change the names of characters in the story for certain reasons. This story is true, as it relates to me, and I feel it’s necessary for me to simply empty out what has been piling up inside me. I’m hoping this will make letting go of certain things much easier… I was a junior in high school at the age of 16 and then 17 the next semester in March. I’m currently 19 and in college as I write this. I remember my first... [Read More]
Tags: Broken, Sad, Hope, Hate, LoveThis story is 100% true, please read to the end to understand. I remember it like it was yesterday. I met the only person i would ever consider a true friend. We are both in the cadets at the same squadron and at the beginning of the training year, we had an FTX. FTX is like a squadron wide survival activity. The squadron made a mistake and placed me in the wrong flight. A flight is a group of cadets, usually about 20 or so. Anyways, we divided into our flights to go build our camp for the night. As a senior cadet I was too busy managing all the younger cadets to notice her at first. But as things started to calm down, and bedtime was approaching, I noticed her. The most beautiful girl in the entire squadron. Me being my normal awkward self was all awkward talking to... [Read More]
Tags: Depression, Love, Love Hurts, Love Story, Friendship, Broken Heart, Regret, Broken Friendship, True Story, Trthis is the story of rob and jess. june of 2016 is where the story all started. a few messages were exchanged between rob and i, we had only been talking a couple of weeks but it was the happiest i had been in a really long time before i had met rob i was so suicidal , cried myself to sleep every-night he was the only person i had confided in and the more we spoke the less i would cry. he was the most unbelievable person i ever met he was tall dark hair and so handsome but he was a lot older then i was he had just turned 18 and i was only 15 it sounds wrong when i put it like that i know but there was something so special about him. i couldn't get him out of my head. it was so weird one... [Read More]
Tags: SadIt started at a young age when she knew something was wrong with her. It was hard in the beginning the way he looked at her the way he touched her.Everything seemed to fade into black as she tasted the salty tears that fell from her eyes.She was scared at first that first time changed her. It's like living in a dark whole in your mind you don't want to be you anymore you want to hide in the tears that fall from your eyes you want to run but there's never a place to hide. So you sit there and fade into the eyes of the monster as he takes your screams as a invite to invaid your soul. Your cries go unheard your words go unspoken as you lay and watch every hope and dream go out the room. You look in the mirror at this broken girl... [Read More]
Tags: Rape, Hate, Depression, Death, Sad, Self Harm, Blood