I remember the very reason I started to talk to you. It was to get this guy mad and angry with me in high school. We were in grade 10 and you just transfered to our school 2 months back. I remember the way you were awkward about me starting a conversation with you just out of the blue. I remember nether of us knew just how much that first conversation will truly impact both of our futures. I remember a month after we started to talk me and my girlfriend at that time broke up and I turned to you to talk to about it. Admittedly I had a crush on you for a little while. You were just a mystery to me. You showed alot of emotion yet kept something locked away that I wanted to explore. I didn't take any steps to you till grade 11 because... [Read More]
Tags: Broken, Broken Heart, Love Hurts, Best Friend, SorrySometimes, time doesn't give you "times", its just once. Now, close your eyes. Imagine your closest bestfriends, remember all of your bitter sweet moments, remember the first time you broken hearted, the first time you kissed, when you said 'i love you' to someone, when you said 'goodbye', when you said 'sorry' and 'thank you'. Now, let me tell ya something, all those moments not all of it could have happened again. Learn to appreciate everything you have or had. I had a bestfriend at elementary school, she's like my own sister. We shared everything like kiss and tell, she know the worst part of me, so was i. But by time everything start changing. Go to middle school, find new friends, and moving always be the hardest part. And i moved to another province, left her. Sometimes, i missed her. But, by then i get used to live my... [Read More]
Tags: Cancer, Bestfriend, Regret, Sorry, Sad, Memories, Motivation, GodI'm sorry Aaron I really am, I'm sorry you never loved me, I'm sorry I was never good enough for you, I'm sorry that you don't want me, I'm sorry for ever believing you, I'm sorry for everything, I can't force someone to love me, I truly am sorry Aaron. I'm sorry that you never really meant any of your promises, most of your promises you have made, you end up breaking I really want this to work out but i guess that's just not possible, this "love" we have in just one sided. I really was trying and I guess that's what I get for trying so hard it blows up in my face. I guess I was never a girl you loved just a friend that you talked to everyday. I'm sorry I can't be more, maybe one day, or maybe one day we talk again and I... [Read More]
Tags: Forgotten, Love, Pain, Forbidden, Alone, Sadness, Sorry, Letter, LonelyShe has been more than a best friend to me for an eternity. But yet, I still do not know how to articulate and express my true feelings. Her name? Natalie. It is a fitting name for her; innocent and beautiful. We were both 15 years old. Although I was head over heels for you, I could not tell you because of him. You have had a thing with him for a couple months now, and every time you tell me a story about him, I wear a fake smile to avert the fact that I'm madly in love with you. There were many nights I would just say, "ok?" and I would always hope for the response of "ok." . Though this was one word consisting of two letters, the meaning was worth a million. Night by night would go by, not one without us ending up texting or... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Hurt, Hard, Impossible, Sorry, Forgotten, ForbiddenThere's this girl who went through the worst breakup of her time. She loved him a lot, and he left her after 4 months because he thought he couldn't make her happy. It wasn't that, it was because she was having problems at school, home, and herself in general. She was heartbroken. She wouldn't eat, she was failing in school, and was always so down. Then, she met a friend over her summer break. He was funny, nice and sweet. She talked her problems out with him and he comforted her and made her feel better. He showed her he really cared and she loved that. He could tell when she was laughing, crying, just about anything because he knew her so well. That's how much he paid attention to her. She always wanted someone like that, who could tell those things without even looking at her. He's the only... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Suffering, Suicide, True Story, True Love, Forever, Love Story, Sorry, Broken Heart, MemoriesYesterday was fathers day, I was on Facebook scrolling through endless pictures of all my friends with their fathers knowing I never had that and never would. why? Because you replaced me with your new wife and kids.Its been 1 full year and you still haven't called to tell me you got married. The whole family went but no one told me. No one called saying,Hey Clarissa your dad just got married. I had to find out from my cousin through facebook 3 months AFTER you got married! I haven't talked to you for the past 3 months because I choose not to. Do you know that I went to the hospital for cutting too deep on my birthday? Did you know that I stay up all night looking at the new pictures of you and "your family". do you remember in December when I called you crying saying that... [Read More]
Tags: Dad, Mom, Cutting, Sorry, Sad, Cut, Wrist, Emo, Love, Daughter, Unloved, Sadness, PainOnce upon a time there was a boy and a girl. The boy was incredibly smart, and the girl, an aspiring artist. Now, the boy was in love with the girl. He barley knew her but for some reason he loved her. The girl wasn't particularly pretty. In my opinion at least, but, even though she was quiet, she had a ready smile and bright green eyes. She was totally oblivious to the boy's feelings for her. And she had some small feelings for the boy's best friend. This was all the way back in 6th grade though... back when things were simple. In 7th grade she found out. And never officially rejected or accepted him. Although when people would tease her and ask if she liked him the reply was never "yes" Most of the time she would avoid the question. It wasn't until the teasing began to hurt,... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Love, Sorry, Apology