Alright. I don't want to make this over formal or annoyingly depressing. But hey - I'm going to be completely honest in this. It feels like I have somewhere to say all my troubles because I can't tell them to my friends or anything. So here we go! Part 1. Who I am! I'm the kid everyone knows. My name is Lyric, I'm a guy, I've done modeling gigs and a lot of girls say I'm attractive. I am NOT narcissistic. I just want to make that clear because a lot of (not to be rude) not very good looking people whine about not getting a girl / guy but it's obvious why. Sorry to be rude. Anyway - literally every kid at my school knows me. The kid who is always fighting. The kid who is always making people laugh. The kid who is always being nice and caring... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Sad, Teenager, Teen, Love, Loved, Hated, Worthless, DeadI have a story. But I don't want to write it as it opens a closed chapter of my life. it lasted for a very long time and is still on going. Therefore i have decided to write a true story about many people that has been bullied. I want people to understand what we/you have been through. A shrink does not know how we feel. A mental hospital does not know how we feel. Medication does not know how we feel. they say "It takes one to know one" that is what I believe is the mental hospital, the skrink, the medication we stuff down every day. I want the world to know how it is. I want them to actually cry over something they don't understand. I want them to cry over someone they don't know. I want them to cry because we are strong. Because we lived... [Read More]
Tags: Struggle, Sadness, Hope, Bullied, Teen, Hopeless, Help, Lost, Love, LonelyThe hardest thing on being a lesbian for me is not that I wouldn't be accepted among my peers or my society. But when I'm in love with my own best friend. My religious yet spoiled friend. Whom I used to hate because she annoyed me very much, so in order to keep her away, I terrorize her into fearing me. But then she reached out to me, became my best friend, and now I love her. She knew I was gay, but she wasn't afraid of me because she believed, I wouldn't take advantage of my own friend, and so, I wouldn't love my own friend. But then I realized I was lying, I loved her very much. I realized how much I loved when we were at the last year of high school. I tried my best to keep her by my side, to spend the last time... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Teen, Self Harm, Lesbian, Unspoken Love, Sad, SufferingMy story is base from my own experience and is a true to life. It all started when I was on 6th grade. I was the Table Tennis captain and was considered the best athlete in school. At the Intramural Sports Fest, my cousin went to watch my game, and he introduced me to Maureen, his classmate. I knew her ever since we were young, but I never talked to her since we have different peers and that she's a year older than me. When the match was over and my opponent won, Maureen comforted me as my cousin laughed at me. She asked me if I would want to watch her game that will start in about ten minutes, and since I was lost and not in the mood to go somewhere alone, I said yes. The tennis court was filled with people, my cousin went to buy some... [Read More]
Tags: Best Friend, Frindship, Death, Love, Teen, SadHis name was andrew. he was soo perfect in every way. i was 13 and he was 12. we did some pretty bad lustful things together, i was in love, and didnt care. But after our one year anniversary everything started going down. He started getting aggressive. When he wanted me to stop or be quiet he'd hold the front of my neck and squeeze. People thought i was crazy for being with him, but love does things to people, ya know? well on March 18th, he broke up with me. I cried, and begged, and pleaded, but he never came back. I started to cut myself, which made my friends upset. he told me i was worthless. but i never let go. one day he was at the park and we went into the woods and one kiss turned into more, and those lustful things came back (im still... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbreak, Teen, Cut, Cry, Love