You never know what truly hurts until you sit back and analyze all the things that do hurt. And what truly hurts is the one thing that makes your heart clench tighter. Makes you grunt with pain for a second. Lots of things hurt. But there's one thing that hurts the most. We were together for a long time. And long time for high schoolers that is. Over two and a half years. We started dating freshman year and now we're halfway through our senior year. My whole high school experience was with this guy. And I loved him. Man, I was head over heels for him. So sweet, so funny, and so talented. I loved his kisses, his hugs, and when he held me tight. He made me laugh more than anyone ever did. That's what I loved most about him. He had an amazing sense of humor. I... [Read More]
Tags: Breakup, Sad Love Story, Anger, Confusion, Heartbreak, Heartbroken, HeartacheThere was this girl named Julie Green, she had dark raven black hair, blue eyes the coler of the sky, and was tall compared to most girls at her school. Her best friend was Stacy Jekkens, she was meidium sized compared to Julie and had blonde hair, and green eyes. Julie stood up for Stacy when she was being bullied and from then on they became really good friends who swore to always have each others back. When they where younger Julie walked in on Stacy trying to commit suicide by overdosing on pills, but Julie stopped her just in time. From then on Julies been scared to walk in on her only to find her accomplished and dead. The wind outside was blowing hard and Julie and Stacy were walking back from school. "hey...um.. I saw you crying today." stated Julie. "yeah Jessie called me a filthy whore with... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Painful, Pain, Heartbreak, Bullying, Death, Loss, AngerAll I could ever want, I had it at one point in my life, but I just cant remember when. I don't know if my mom was just telling stories, or the truth. I don't know if she was just trying to make me feel better by telling me that my life was great once. I had good grades then. I didn't lie, or steal, or hurt those I loved. My mom calls it being innocent. I call it a wish, a dream, something that I wish I could be. When I was 12 I loved someone every much, but he didn't love me. He loved my auntie,and my best friend in the hole world. He tried to lie to me every day by telling me things like how he would merry me when I was old enough, and even give me the gift of bearing his child. I believed... [Read More]
Tags: Pain, Anger, Drama, Love, Cut, SadI used to have a best friend. He was with me through thick and thin, through everything. His name was Seth. He was 19, and very kind to me. When I cried, he would comfort me. When I screamed, he'd fight away all my fears. We met in 3rd grade, and we instantly became good friends. It was in 3rd grade, October 15th and I was outside,playing in my mother's garden. She had died 6 weeks after my birth,and I was yearly allowed to be in her garden. I would chase butterflies, plant flowers, or just sit on the grass and read stories to my mother. I imagined her ghost lived in the garden. But,one day, I decided to be careless and climbed a tree. My father has always been fond of my mother's big oak tree, which has been around for 14 years. I knew it wasn't wise to... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Heartbreak, Tears, Anger, Illness, Love, Death, SadI panicked as the line of Teachers and Students advanced on me, pointing accusing fingers in my direction. As they tried to pry the sleeping baby out of my arms, I was suddenly overcome with the need to protect the precious object that I held in my frail hands. I was jarred awake by a knock at my door. Come in! I had called out. My Mother came in and lightly sat on my bed. Grabbing her pony tail, she said in a solemn tone I think it's time to tell your Father. Her face was drawn with worry. With that look on that face, the beauty, that her wrinkles usually gave her, was not to be found. I felt panicked at her words, my Father wouldn't understand like she did, so I pictured the worst. I went to argue, but she wouldn't allow it. Enough May. Your Father is... [Read More]
Tags: Outcast, Love, Unforgiving, Anger, Teenage Pregnancy, Pregnent, DeathThe weird thing about me is that I have this huge amount of anger inside me that I can't seem to get rid of.. though I keep it all in..there were times when I would snap ..just like that with no triggers or anything of that kind?.i would be lying if I said I don't know the cause of that anger.. I would be a damned liar! Just like your perfect lying? Hey my stranger, you added to my anger.. tons even?cause although I didn?t trust you enough .. I believed you to be a kind person?one with a heart of whiteness?. But you know what? ? I am not stupid as you think me to be .. I had this nagging feeling that this day would come.. ! it just came sooner than I expected ! Does it seem stupid to you that I am talking to you on... [Read More]
Tags: Anger, Sadness, Depression, Missing, MemoriesThe weird thing about me is that I have this huge amount of anger inside me that I can't seem to get rid of.. though I keep it all in..there were times when I would snap ..just like that with no triggers or anything of that kind?.i would be lying if I said I don't know the cause of that anger.. I would be a damned liar! Just like your perfect lying? Hey my stranger, you added to my anger.. tons even?cause although I didn?t trust you enough .. I believed you to be a kind person?one with a heart of whiteness?. But you know what? ? I am not stupid as you think me to be .. I had this nagging feeling that this day would come.. ! it just came sooner than I expected ! Does it seem stupid to you that I am talking to you on... [Read More]
Tags: Anger, Sadness, Depression, Missing, Memories, Secret, LiesWell, basically my friend met a guy somewhere in a hotel and they started talking on the net. They were really good friends, and they knew how to flirt. He kept on asking her to show him her body on the cam, and she kept on saying no. Once I was at her house and she told me all about him, the next week me and him started talking. He kept on asking me to show him my body on the cam, and I... I did it. I showed him, not that I was thinking what I was doing .. I showed it. I just wanted to make someone feel good. And always he started the conversation like this "sooooo, when do I get the prize" or something like this. Then my friend got really upset about him and me. We blocked him and we stopped talking to him. Then... [Read More]
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