Your hearts broken right? You keep asking yourself to stop loving him/her. You tell yourself- It would've been much better if I had never loved at all. See if you can say that after you read this. That girl who can't love. She can't care for anyone. Well, she can it just...hurts. She struggles with her family because she can't even say I love you to her parents without feeling like a liar. Whenever she touches someone it burns. Whenever she cares it hurts inside like her heart is broken. She tries to tell people but they always call her liar. Her parents even take her to therapy because they think something's wrong with her. They always tell her to stop harming herself when they see the bruises of a boy touching her. She's rejected five guys she's liked back because she's known the consequences. She's been to the hospital... [Read More]
Tags: Darkness, Unloved, HurtHaving everything yet feeling empty is quite a weird feeling. Smiling to others when you feel like you want to cry and just die just eats you up. Saying your 'fine' when really you're not is more than just a lie, it's a weapon that breaks you every time. Putting on a mask of a happy face on everyday and acting like a happy person is very tiring. Because you know that if you show your true face, you will be hated, you will be beaten up, and you'll be scolded and lectured. People will tell you "You have no right to be sad!", "You have no reason to be tired when you didn't even do a single thing!" The people around me just don't realize just how hard I work to play the role as the happy-go-lucky child. They never realized how much I've been hurt because of this... [Read More]
Tags: Freedom, Sad, Sadness, Family, Hurt, Pain, Mask, Happiness, Loneliness, Darkness, Salvation, Chain, Bound, HelpHer name was jane.She was the most beautiful girl in the world und the most popular girl in the school mainly because of her looks and personality.While I was an ugly guy who was bullied,abused and the loneliest guy of the school.The few good friend's I had left the school or moved on to become a part of the popular group. We used to study together since pre-school but never really talked to each other but I was madly in love with her.On the other hand she didn't even notice me.One day I decided to talk to her and give her a hint I loved her because there was no other way to tell her.Days passed by and her boyfriend although they weren't official noticed it that I had feelings for her Her boyfriend was far more handsome than me and the popular guy of the school.That night he came... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Suffering, Love, Darkness, Beaten, DeathWell I'm back here in this dark world. I might as well make it my new home since I don't belong in the world where everyone is happy and enjoy the light. I'm an outcast in that world, no one will miss me, no one will care, or no one will even notice that I'm gone. There's a story behind this world I am and why I'm here, so everyone take a seat and I will tell my tale and why I'm here. There was a girl that was full of the happiness, life, and full of the light. She wasn't just an ordinary girl. She was a special in a way that everyone loved. The beautiful smile she had on her face, filled everyone with happiness. She had those sparkling eyes that brighten everyones days. She was perfect to everyone, but she had a secret that no one knew... [Read More]
Tags: Darkness, Sadness, Suicide, Death, Alone, PainWhat is love? To be happy and comfort one another when you have that down day, to know each other you?re likes and dislikes, and to love each other for all of you, it can be such a wonderful or horrible thing to have. So why is it that I love you for everything you are, I comfort you when you have a down day, and I know everything there is to know about you, I do everything I can to keep you happy no matter what, and yet you could care less. You look down on me like dirt. You say you care, but if you really loved and cared for a person like you say you do, you wouldn?t do the things you do to me. I?m tired of it, I don?t think I can stand one more night lying in bed, crying, wishing for you to say... [Read More]
Tags: Darkness, Love, HopeI hope your happy because I'm the one who was casted into this darkness broken, battered and used. I remember when i first meet u. I was friends with your bros and one day we were talking about video games before class freshmen year. It was Friday and we were ready for the weekend. They asked me to come hang out over at your house to play rock band. I said sure why not? just tell me when and where and I'll b there. They told me Saturday around 1pm and gave me directions. So Saturday rolls around and i headed over there. I acted casual cause it was someone elses house you saw me but i didn't see you till later. While playing video games put of the corner of my eye i see you texting your bro. Being carefree i don't pay too much attention and started focusing... [Read More]
Tags: Pain, Darkness, True Story, Love, Unloved