At one of my school events, I kept my eye on a particular fellow for a majority of the time. You could say he was pretty popular...he knew a good amount of people and seemed to be well-liked. He was formerly a varsity football player, and varsity lacrosse player. I asked some of my friends who he was, and they told me his name was Alex. Most of the friends that I asked didn't seem to think he was that attractive, but for some reason I couldn't keep my eyes off of him. I had seen him before. Football games, basketball games, previous school events, but I never really talked to him because he was into one of my former best friends. At the time I saw him at this event, he wasn't into the same girl anymore- he was really an open book. As the event goes on, we... [Read More]
Tags: Goodbye, I Love You, Waiting, Missing, UnlovedA TRUE STORY OF MY BEST FRIEND... When I think about love, the first think comes to my mind is GOD. GOD loves us some much, his creation is so perfect, so that we can do any work by ourselves. Till now, we reached from the bed of Oceans to the end of our solar system in space to learn and gain more and more knowledge. GOD is so powerful, without almighty we can’t lead our daily life, we all see GOD everyday but we never realize that anytime, this world is a gift of GOD, to share with each one of us. So ultimately, all religions in this world are meant to lover each other but that seems to be not happening. We, humans are so abhor to each other, they can’t understand the meaning of life and the words of religions. Even sometime GOD seems to be blind.... [Read More]
Tags: True Story, True Love, Trust, Tragedy, Wife, Regret, Cheated, Real, Love Story, Loneliness, Love Hurts, CryingOn a Saturday afternoon, i decided to go out with some of my friends. As i walked into Forever 21 i saw a gorgeous, cute boy. I had seen him before at my school. I stared at him, as he turned around i turned and pretended i was looking at the jewelry. That day started an amazing connection towards him. The next day... I was sitting down with my head down, as i see something or someone coming towards me, i felt someone sit down next to me. He said " Hi?!"....as i lifted my face i realized it was him. "Hi.." i said. I blushed as i looked into his eyes. "I saw you yesterday" he said. "Oh really? did you?" I said. he smiled as he sad " Yes, you looked gorgeous!" "No, don't say that" I said "Why not?. I am just saying the truth or what?... [Read More]
Tags: First Love, Kiss, Love, Caring, Hurt, Goodbye, CheatedI was a tender 21, she was a strong 26... I fell in love the moment i met her.. She had an amazing sense of humor, a carefree heart, and not to mention she was stunning.. I still remember the first time i met her 6 years ago in September... She picked me up and we went on a date to Target, little did i know that she would change my life for ever.. i remember feeling butterflies as the time to see her got nearer, She picked me up and i clearly remember her telling me I was so much more beautiful in person.. Oh yes i forgot to mention we met online.. We went to Target to buy her dogs food and treats, then she took me over to her house, I met her family, we played with her dogs and grabbed something to eat after.. I remember... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Sad, Heartbreak, Heartbroken, Promise, Break Up, Tears, Pain, Relationship, Lesbian, Gay, Happiness, First22nd September 2014, I am not holding anyone responsible for what I have done, nor am I blaming anyone who may happen to be reading this. Furthermore, I want to avoid any feeling of guilt or upset. There was no way you could have saved me, nor was there a way you could have possibly known; My mind has been set and I was determined to achieve this end result. I disguised my plans quite well, I just needed to find the right time and the right way, and now that you are reading this, it seems that I have found it. I don't want anyone to feel that I did this because I was weak and tired, no I just felt out of place, like a burden, or more like a failure; constantly feeling hopeless and more often than not, experiencing loneliness. But the feeling has been, until recently,... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide Note, Suicide, Goodbye, AloneTo Everyone I Knew, I don't know what to feel anymore. One minute he's nice, the next he ignores me and acts as if I'm not there. I feel confused and hurt by his actions yet I knew what to expect all along. It hurts to be the wise one who gives useful advice to others yet the one who cannot benefit from that advice. I am beaten down by those questions which echo in my head, exploding with every heart beat. What do i do now? I hide away my suicidal thoughts, so no one knows when to expect me gone, dead. I won't tell anyone. If I die, I'll leave alone in silence. It would be better off that way. He wouldn't care though, so I might aswell ignore him back, when he holds my dead hand, I won't reply. Those screams for help linger in my soul.... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Confusion, Sadness, Hate, MiseryIt was heartbreaking, seeing my friend- my first crush leave me. My eyes were full of tears that day as he left. "Hey K.K.! Wait for me!" he yelled, I stopped and turned around. He hugged me tightly as I embraced it. "I'm going to miss your smile and face once I'm gone..." he trailed off, leaving me with a puzzled expression. "Wait, what do you mean gone?" I asked suddenly, leaving his friendly hug. "I'm sorry," he began to whisper. "I didn't tell you earlier. You would never forgive me. His gaze met mines, full of sadness. "You would beg me to stay. But it's better this way, to keep this a secret." "You mean... You're moving?" I asked, shocked and angry by the surprise. "Yeah, if I told you sooner you would worry. I don't want to see you sad for the past couple of days. I wanted... [Read More]
Tags: Goodbye, Love, Let GoKissing air You chased after me. I shove open the door with a deafening crash, slamming it against the opposite wall. You rise and call out to me, incoherent words and meaningless phrases. The late afternoon light is bronze and sears my cheeks without notice. The suitcase in hand is empty, barren and void like a desert; what do I have to take it with me when you've plundered and stolen everything else? The lonely dirt road is strangely unfamiliar but the train station is in sight. I stride towards it. You caught my hand. As you wretch my body to face towards you, your gasps surge down my face and your dark eyes distort, wild with fear. You ask me stupidly if I was really going. When I recoil away, you pluck me back again as if I am a flower that bends away from your oppressive wind. Staring... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Heartbroken, Goodbye, Cheated, Breakup, Betrayal