The story you will now read is completely true, with zero amounts of fiction to it. I understand that many people are into creating fabricated stories to share with others, however, this story isn’t one of those kind, unfortunately. This story will be very detailed and fairly extensive, simply to provide better context, as if you experienced the story yourself. To keep things anonymous, I will change the names of characters in the story for certain reasons. This story is true, as it relates to me, and I feel it’s necessary for me to simply empty out what has been piling up inside me. I’m hoping this will make letting go of certain things much easier… I was a junior in high school at the age of 16 and then 17 the next semester in March. I’m currently 19 and in college as I write this. I remember my first... [Read More]
Tags: Broken, Sad, Hope, Hate, LoveIt started at a young age when she knew something was wrong with her. It was hard in the beginning the way he looked at her the way he touched her.Everything seemed to fade into black as she tasted the salty tears that fell from her eyes.She was scared at first that first time changed her. It's like living in a dark whole in your mind you don't want to be you anymore you want to hide in the tears that fall from your eyes you want to run but there's never a place to hide. So you sit there and fade into the eyes of the monster as he takes your screams as a invite to invaid your soul. Your cries go unheard your words go unspoken as you lay and watch every hope and dream go out the room. You look in the mirror at this broken girl... [Read More]
Tags: Rape, Hate, Depression, Death, Sad, Self Harm, BloodOn the new Petition by Henry Walsh. I was one of the first 40 signatures, I advertised this petition on all social media I could from Facebook to Gab and YouTube to Twitter. Etc. I was surprised that while of course fans are divided on the Disney take of star wars, never did I think I would have my life threatened over the franchise. Henry Walsh also has been threatened, that people would hack his email, that they would attack him. I have been told I would suffer if I kept going through with this petition and kept posting it. In 1977 George Lucas strived to make a movie that nobody wanted to be a part of, it was difficult and he was told to change it and put all his money and time into it. He created history and made a huge change to cinema everywhere and the future... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Struggle, Story, Sad, Sad Story, Hate, Dreams, Dream, Lovewhen i was younger not long to go i knew this man and he was my uncle and he did some thing to me i didnt no like this is my story the annie hopes story WELCOME HOME...... Well it all started out like this it was may,28,1999 and my mothers brother i didn't know he was in jail most of my childhood . well he said she knew me but i didnt really know him he said wow its been so long i seen you ....... i ran to my mother with complete fear she said well dear dont be afraid this is your uncle chuck and he been in jail for such a long time she said to me oh it will probaly take some time for her to get use to you as my mother rubbed my back and i stood there just looking into his eyes... [Read More]
Tags: Hate, TearsBack in the 7th grade, I went to a party with my friend kimmy, it was at her friend's so i didn't really know any one their, But that's when i met Olajuwon, he came up to us and was talking to us for a while, i thought he was super annoying at first, he tried to chase me with a turtle which was weird. After the party a couple days later, I was on the phone with kimmy, and she calls him, And we were talking and i found out he went to the same school as me and kimmy, so me and him kept talking more and more and i fell for him, and then when i seen him at school and we talked, his friends made fun of him for it because i was in a special program, and they made fun of me all the time... [Read More]
Tags: Exboyfriend, Hate, LoveOK... this is a story that starts when I first entered high school... I was a 13 teen year old bisexual girl who was happy and joyous all the time. One day I met this amazing girl who, I have to admit... id fallen in love with... she was beautiful... brown eyes, long brown hair down to her butt, amazing smile, (for this story ill call her "Kate") So on that day I decided to become friends with her. A couple weeks later I had never felt so in love and hypnotized by this one girl so I asked (at the time I did know if she was gay or bi ) "w-will you go out with me?" She stared at me and laughed before saying "we should be wifeys" (of course that's what she said... in other words "no!") Weeks had past and she started teasing me... she said... [Read More]
Tags: Hurt, Heartbroken, Tears, Regret, Girlfriend, Hate, Love HurtsTable Of Contents Chapter 1: An Orphan Chapter 2: Friends Chapter 3: The Pariah Chapter 4: Forbidden Desire Chapter 5: Love Chapter 6: Self Hatred Chapter 7: Painful Memories Chapter 8: Demons From the Past Chapter 1: An Orphan 1: There was once a humble family who lived in Ireland. They were called the O'Neals. There was man named Brian, his wife named Ida, and their two children, a son named Dillon and a daughter named Claire. They were a poor family, but they were all honest, hard-working folk who all loved one-another dearly. Sadly, they suffered many abuses from their English landlords who stole their land and forced them to pay heavy taxes so that they were always poor. 2: Then came the great famine, and many people in Ireland began to starve. At first the O’Neals tried to make the best of things, but at length they fled... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Hate, Good, Evil, Kindness, Cruelty, Peace, War, Romance, Heartache, Depression, Hurt, Pain, Loss, SadTo Everyone I Knew, I don't know what to feel anymore. One minute he's nice, the next he ignores me and acts as if I'm not there. I feel confused and hurt by his actions yet I knew what to expect all along. It hurts to be the wise one who gives useful advice to others yet the one who cannot benefit from that advice. I am beaten down by those questions which echo in my head, exploding with every heart beat. What do i do now? I hide away my suicidal thoughts, so no one knows when to expect me gone, dead. I won't tell anyone. If I die, I'll leave alone in silence. It would be better off that way. He wouldn't care though, so I might aswell ignore him back, when he holds my dead hand, I won't reply. Those screams for help linger in my soul.... [Read More]
Tags: Death, Confusion, Sadness, Hate, MiseryThere was a girl all alone lost in a world filled with hate an darkness. She could not see where her mind and body were taking her. She was consumed by what everyone thought of her. For her everything was hard, at school she was either too fat or to skinny, to hot or to ugly. There was no in between, her life was based on lies. She had no friends, no family sat alone everyday waiting for someone to just say hey. Her mother was always awake she never had a father her sister at school and no brothers around. For she was ever alone. She could never see the light in the dark path that she was on, for now she is completely lost. She could not think for herself she came home each night tear down her face blood down her wrist. She wished an hoped, damn... [Read More]
Tags: Pain, Hate, SadnessSinging and acting has clichés, some accept and hail you for talent, others see you as the spawn of Beelzebub himself. My (former) Father was the later. He believed that I was in a homosexual relationship with my best friend, thought I sold my soul to the devil, called me "fat ass," or "faggot" and even saying things as horid as " If you don't lose your virginity by the time you're 15, I'm buying you a call girl." Because of the verbal abuse I was receiving, I saw a therapist, upon discovering this, my father disowned me. It hurts when you are so disgusting, even your own father considers you unfit to be his son. His last words he ever said to me were, "Son, its a fucking disgrace my name is attached to you." The look of hatred in his eyes was just like the one of the... [Read More]
Tags: Depression, Disowned, Hopeless, Disgrace, Hate, Bullied, Alone, Sad