Dear Love of my Life, I was twelve. 6th grade. last year before middle school. I had made a deal with myself that year. No crushes. No love songs. No stupid valentines. 5th grade was a disaster. 4th was worse. I just wanted... a break. And that's what I was going to have. Until I saw your face. You were not the kind of kid most girls were into, to say the least. But I was not like most girls. from the moment your piercing blue eyes met my gaze, I knew you were the one. The one who would't betray me, or ignore me, or force me. No, you were truly mine. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't fight it. You were funny. you were smart. you were a bit insane. I loved insane. You introduced me to new people. I... Didn't have anyone to introduce you... [Read More]
Tags: Alone, Sad, Love Hurts, Marriage, RealMy story is quite long and in depth. Wouldn’t want to make anyone bored but this is an 100% true story of what happened to me. It started as a little toddler: 3 years of age. I remember my first dream. It was a nightmare and scared the crap out of me! I was afraid of everything from that moment on. Until… I had another dream. This one I met a girl. This was my first lucid dream, with many more to come. (In case you don’t know what that is, it is a dream in which you have full control and can realise you are dreaming). I was hiding from everything because I was scared, but then she saw me she introduced herself and told me that it was just a dream. I looked up and she took my hand and showed me how to lucid dream. She weirdly... [Read More]
Tags: Lonely, Dreams, Depression, Love Hurts, Sacrifice, Suicide, Broken Heart, Best Friend, BulliedThis story is 100% true, please read to the end to understand. I remember it like it was yesterday. I met the only person i would ever consider a true friend. We are both in the cadets at the same squadron and at the beginning of the training year, we had an FTX. FTX is like a squadron wide survival activity. The squadron made a mistake and placed me in the wrong flight. A flight is a group of cadets, usually about 20 or so. Anyways, we divided into our flights to go build our camp for the night. As a senior cadet I was too busy managing all the younger cadets to notice her at first. But as things started to calm down, and bedtime was approaching, I noticed her. The most beautiful girl in the entire squadron. Me being my normal awkward self was all awkward talking to... [Read More]
Tags: Depression, Love, Love Hurts, Love Story, Friendship, Broken Heart, Regret, Broken Friendship, True Story, TrDear T, You promised me a lot of things. Your words gave me the confidence I never had. For the first time I was content in my life.. You told me everything I wanted to hear. But I can see it in your eyes.. You're not in love with me. I see the way you look at her.. Your smile seems so much brighter. The spark in your eyes were brighter. I've never seen you that happy before. I see the way she looks at you too. She seems happier. But the problem between you two is just me. You think you're in love with me. But please don't fool yourself and me. We both know that it's not me that you want. It's hurting me each day to see you with her. You told me I meant the most to you. You said I would look perfect if I... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Hurt, Heartache, Heartbroken, Jealous, Girl, Love HurtsIt was a rainy day and I was in school. I wanted to give up on everything. People would see me as a popular kind of girl. But to be true I had no one to call my friend. There were nights where I wanted to drift into a never ending sleep. I had no one. I was walking down the stairs and saw a guy. He had brown hair, tall and had grey eyes. But there was this sparkle in his grey eyes. It wasn't full of life but it didn't seem dead. I wanted to know what he was thinking. There was something about him that made me so curious. So I talked to him. He understood me. He stopped my thoughts of dying. He made me feel needed, loved and happy. So I wanted to be honest. I told him about my therapy sessions. I told him... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Heartache, Heartbreak, Hurt, Love, Love Story, Love HurtsOne day my best friend told me that she have been talking to this guy she meet on Snapchat. She said he was a friend with someone who was also friends with her. They exchanged photo and talk about random stuff. I on the other hand was trying to have some fun. I thought maybe if I add him as a friend and flirt around, it would keep me entertained everyday. So I added him and despite all of that, I wanted to see how he looked like too. We talked and send streaks to each other. It was a normal conversation. I asked him for a pic of his face. He sent me one and I to myself thought; oh he’s not that bad but I’m not interest in love right now. We talk frequently and we called for two days straight. We flirted around and talk about ourselves... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbroken, Sorrow, Scared, Love Hurts"Hi dear, how are you Melanie I can't deliver everything that we talked I can't make this work. I try not getting any better. I am not want to waste more of your time. You are a wonderful person Sofia. you will find a better person than myself I know and also I am sick. I wish good luck. You will be in my heart always. " How will you answer a letter like this? How will you suppose to answer of something you feel that it's not him but its his depression talking. I met Joe in one of the paid dating app. The dating app was exclusively for Catholic people who wants to meet their love one with same religion. I met him in time that I was not looking for love. Silly saying, but I lift all to God and wait for what he want to give... [Read More]
Tags: Depression, Love Hurts, Love StoriesI miss you, I miss the way you smile, talk, laugh and even the way you look at me. Evrytime you're near my heart beats fast without knowing the reason why. I suddenly ask myself if its love or an infatuation I just want to remember. I kept on missing you evryday. Not seeing you misses makes me miss you a lot. a kind of feeling that I never expected would happen. You make me smile evrytime you're near and giggle in my heart suddenly been felt. I hate you at first for reason that you will never be mine and i still get jealous by the moment you hold her hands and tell her how much she means to you. I may just be you're friend on the outside, but you'll never know what i really feel deep inside this heart of mine. I hate this kind of feeling... [Read More]
Tags: Love Hurts, Moving On, Missing, Hurt, UnlovedThis is kind of dumb that I wrote you a letter, actually it’s really dumb, it was just easier for me to express myself in this way. I know I’ve acted pretty immature about the whole situation, I’m sorry because I don’t mean half of the things that I’ve said to anyone. With ****, I was drunk and he was there, it kind of pisses me off that he said I came onto him, but whatever. I’m sorry you had to hear about that and I didn’t do it intentionally to hurt you, I just wanted to move on. This isn't me asking for you back or anything by the way because I know that wouldn’t do any good, just some stuff that has been on my mind for a really long time and I think it will help me get closure on us; which is what I think you... [Read More]
Tags: Love Hurts, Heartbreak, Heartbroken, Heartache, High School, Lost LoveI remember the very reason I started to talk to you. It was to get this guy mad and angry with me in high school. We were in grade 10 and you just transfered to our school 2 months back. I remember the way you were awkward about me starting a conversation with you just out of the blue. I remember nether of us knew just how much that first conversation will truly impact both of our futures. I remember a month after we started to talk me and my girlfriend at that time broke up and I turned to you to talk to about it. Admittedly I had a crush on you for a little while. You were just a mystery to me. You showed alot of emotion yet kept something locked away that I wanted to explore. I didn't take any steps to you till grade 11 because... [Read More]
Tags: Broken, Broken Heart, Love Hurts, Best Friend, Sorry