I miss you, I miss the way you smile, talk, laugh and even the way you look at me. Evrytime you're near my heart beats fast without knowing the reason why. I suddenly ask myself if its love or an infatuation I just want to remember. I kept on missing you evryday. Not seeing you misses makes me miss you a lot. a kind of feeling that I never expected would happen. You make me smile evrytime you're near and giggle in my heart suddenly been felt. I hate you at first for reason that you will never be mine and i still get jealous by the moment you hold her hands and tell her how much she means to you. I may just be you're friend on the outside, but you'll never know what i really feel deep inside this heart of mine. I hate this kind of feeling... [Read More]
Tags: Love Hurts, Moving On, Missing, Hurt, UnlovedBefore I start I just want to say this is 100% true story abou how I lost my best friend. Summer 2015 was by far the best summer of my life. I was sitting in my room on FaceTime with my friend when I got a follow notification on twitter. A girl named Meghan had followed me, she knew of me but I never heard her name before. The next day I was laying in bed and got a call from my friend asking me to come over, I said yes and there I met Meghan who just followed me on together he night before. That night would change my life forever. I thought Meghan was weird at first how she was so quite around all of us but never would talk or engage in the stupid shit we would do being only 14 and 15. But as the days... [Read More]
Tags: Best Friend, Love, Moving On, BreakupIt was august 2014 and it was my birthday when i met this guy, he was introduced by a friend whom to be his cousin. He told me that at the age of 20 he is already a father. He got this cute little girl with his ex gf. September 2014 he started courting me, we started dating. He will sleep over my house every night. Six months later, something happened to my businesses and i needed to move to the other city. He will still visit me two to three times a week and sleep over once a week. March 2015, i got pregnant and things seem to be normal between me and my bf. I never got chance to go back to his city or visit his family since i got pregnant. September 2015 my boyfriend died cause of a motorbike accident. What hurts me the most is... [Read More]
Tags: Moving On, Memories, Missing, MotherI met a boy, not a boy actually met a man. A mature, attractive, charming, good, intelligent man. Exchanged numbers. chatting all the time. we had time for each other i guess whole day i was chatting with him. I was somewhere special girl for him. I got priority. He was like a more than friend for me. Gradually i started liking him. After several days we went physical.. That was the awesome moment i felt. But I had a question for myself that am I doing right. Should I trust. What if this guy walks out of my life and leaves me ? ohhhh!! bullshit how can i doubt him ? He is the only guy i trusted. THE BEST GUY. As the days passes I started liking him more and i was just clinged to him whereas i knew that aftersome months he is going to leave me... [Read More]
Tags: Moving On, Unloved, PainA TRUE STORY OF MY BEST FRIEND... When I think about love, the first think comes to my mind is GOD. GOD loves us some much, his creation is so perfect, so that we can do any work by ourselves. Till now, we reached from the bed of Oceans to the end of our solar system in space to learn and gain more and more knowledge. GOD is so powerful, without almighty we can’t lead our daily life, we all see GOD everyday but we never realize that anytime, this world is a gift of GOD, to share with each one of us. So ultimately, all religions in this world are meant to lover each other but that seems to be not happening. We, humans are so abhor to each other, they can’t understand the meaning of life and the words of religions. Even sometime GOD seems to be blind.... [Read More]
Tags: True Story, True Love, Trust, Tragedy, Wife, Regret, Cheated, Real, Love Story, Loneliness, Love Hurts, CryingI am writing a true story. In 2012 I tried to overdose on pills, my mum had died when I was five and my dad had cancer. I was stupid and in deep depression. I used to self harm and I would not listen to anyone and I would not smile at all. I got in all sorts of trouble. I had no hope in myself, I would sit around at night crying to myself to take my life away. Because I thought there was no point of me living. I didn't believe I could get up on my feet again. I had planned to do it again but one of my friends told me that there is no point taking my life away. Because I'm still young. Someday from now I could have a family, a job, go on holidays, meet new people and make my dreams come true.... [Read More]
Tags: High Hopes, Suicide, Together, Trust, Hope, Strength, Life, Broken, Moving OnI seriously am a lost little kitten. When I was young, my mother and father got a divorce. That didn't stop my father to keep tormenting my lovely hard working mother. He would call in the middle of the night, just to say "hi" and curse at my mother in all ways possible in our language, and in the English language too. Sometimes he came over too. I have bad memory, but one memory I remember clearly is when my mother and father were fighting in the bathroom, and my father broke his cologne bottle near my mother's feet, nearly cutting her feet up. I was in the corner peeking in, and was startled a lot. When my father stomped out of the house, my mother ran after him, pissed off (we live in an apartment, and were afraid of always getting kicked out cause of him.) I was left... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Loneliness, Suicidal, Moving On, Father, FamilyThis was a true story of mine. It started when I was in first year college when I met my first love. It was our Intramural at school. We were both badminton players so that’s how we became close.. texting each other every day even after the Intramural we still talk. One night she was sad and texted me that she misses Jay. I asked her who he was he and told me that Jay was her boyfriend for 1 year. It was their first anniversary when unfortunately; he died with the car accident. And only her mother survived who was seated on the passenger’s seat. That night I wanted to hug and comfort her, instead, I made a joke and told her.. ”Don’t worry, he is just there looking at you..awoooooh..haha” trying to make a wolf sound. It’s good that she smiled on her reply. Days passed until I... [Read More]
Tags: Amnesia, Forgotten, Love, Sad, Breakup, Memories, Moving OnBen stood on the cliff. He stared at the cold water, splashing through the gentle moonlight. He taught " Maybe If I jump off, I would not feel all this pain. Maybe If I jump off I will be a just nothing and I would not feel anything." Tears fell on his cheeks. "My whole life, I felt like I am just a trash and just a waste that needs to be segregated. When I was born, I didn't even have the chance to meet my father. My mother told me that they were separated and that I cannot see my father. Every day, I envy all the kids which was saying the words "Papa". Even sometimes, when parents are invited to a program at our school, I envy my classmates saying "Which one will I choose Mommy, or Daddy." Second, my mother always expect me to be the top... [Read More]
Tags: God, Depression, Not Giving Up, Sadness, Moving On, LifeIt's only been weeks since I last saw him, but it feels like years. I can still remember his smile, like I saw it yesterday, but its only been weeks His name was James. Tall, athletic,class clown, and my heart throb. I spent sixth and seventh grade just staring at him, looking at him, and even stalking him on Facebook. Yeah, I admit it. Then high school came. I became taller, prettier, and louder. Finally, just finally, James started to notice me. It feels like it's only been weeks since he asked me out. We went to the beach, and dinner, it was pretty cool. No awkward moments or anything. Soon, we were joined at the hip. James and Arcana, James and Arcana, it was the perfect match. He was my best friend. No, more than that.We were the popular couple. Gossip went around about us, whispers about what we... [Read More]
Tags: Breakup, Moving On, True Story, Heartbroken, Love, Sad, Cry, Unloved