The story starts back in 2015 when I was going to highschool. There I wasn't the most popular kid or anything like that, but I did started to get more confidence when I started to train in a gym. And so it begins... During school day I saw the most beautiful girl and experienced the love on first site. She also noticed me. We started to chat for 2 weeks and we clicked and I thought to my self I am the luckiest guy ever. But then she told me, she only finded me sexually interested and that she noticed I had grown fellings for her, which she disliked, so she ended it over the phone. Months had passed before she contacted me again saying that her aunt forced her to end the relationship, because she was in trouble with the police. I belived her and gave her a second... [Read More]
Tags: True Story, Depression, Suicidal, Heartbroken, LonelySo, My story starts here, just started yr 11, started talking to this gir, after a few years finally had the courage to talk to her, anyways as the days went on we went from friends to best friends we just call and text nothing to big. As the days went on I started falling in love with her more and more, it as unrealistic, but the thing that keeps destroying me is... she likes the person who used to be my BEST MATE, we stopped talking in year 8 no reason why, just did, anyways she cares about him so much and I see why, the way she looks at him, the way she talks about him, but he broke her heart which gets to me a lot. I really want to say something but I'm too scared to, it'll be weird for us then. It kills my heart... [Read More]
Tags: Depression, Sad, Feelings, Suicidal, Suffering, True StoryHi my name is Tru and I have this friend, his name is Jamison. We just met this year but I new we had an instant connection. We hang out a lot in school and we talk over the internet at home. Everyday in band I would wait on him because I play a flute and he is a percussionist so it takes him longer to put all his stuff away. Right as I we were about to leave one of my friends asked us if we were dating. Jamison just froze and my instant reaction was "no we aren't dating we're just friends." Jamison seemed kind of sad but I just didn't like him like that. As we walked out of the band room. He said "I do kind of like you though." It wasn't a surprise to me because I could already tell. My reaction was "You make... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Sadness, Fight, Worry, SuicidalI know no one will probably read what I have to say because its a lot.. But, I just had to get this out of me I can't take it in anymore. Alright here it goes. It happened on February 11, 2014. We were shy we didn't talk much I know but we would look up and smile at each other no matter how wrong our day went. We were in love. I could tell by the way we looked at each other. To this day I still feel bad that I did it that I didn't tell or show or be honest with you why I did it I guess I was just to afraid to see how you would react. You told me you were afraid of losing me and I was afraid of losing you. Later on in our relationship we had started to drift away I... [Read More]
Tags: Suicidal, Cutting, Crying, Missing YouEvery one who reads this please give me your honest opinion. My name is Carter Douglas Mullins. And my whole life has been swaying to both sides. You may have read before a story I write called Mason and I. Well if you read it all you would know that for a lot of my life I have been a suicidal. It really sucks how all these people want to help sometimes because somewhat they are giving me even more reasons. Yes I have loving parents, and other family and yes I take a pill called paxel to help me get happy. And yes I used to have a therapist. And now though it has become exceedingly harder to move on. I cant help to look back at my parents and my family to see what they have been through. So far I have lost my twin, a couple of... [Read More]
Tags: Suicide, Suicidal, Love, Hurt, Regret, Pain, Memories, FamilyThere's this girl who went through the worst breakup of her time. She loved him a lot, and he left her after 4 months because he thought he couldn't make her happy. It wasn't that, it was because she was having problems at school, home, and herself in general. She was heartbroken. She wouldn't eat, she was failing in school, and was always so down. Then, she met a friend over her summer break. He was funny, nice and sweet. She talked her problems out with him and he comforted her and made her feel better. He showed her he really cared and she loved that. He could tell when she was laughing, crying, just about anything because he knew her so well. That's how much he paid attention to her. She always wanted someone like that, who could tell those things without even looking at her. He's the only... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Suffering, Suicide, True Story, True Love, Forever, Love Story, Sorry, Broken Heart, MemoriesShe's an innocent little girl named Natasha who grew up with no one and nothing. Her mother didn't have time for her or her sisters. Her mother had time for drugs and sex. She was 4 and she was confused. She asked God everyday why her mommy didn't love her. Natasha asks her mommy why she doesn't love her and her mother says "Because you're worthless! You're ugly and disgusting and you're not my kid!" Natasha just cries, she doesn't understand why her mother says the things that she says. She's cold, hungry and scared. Her mother never feeds her or her sisters. Instead her mother sits there and eats in front of them, making her and her sisters smell the food but if they try to eat it, they know they'll get beat,so they go to bed starving. Natasha stinks and is extremely dirty. Her mom didn't pay any... [Read More]
Tags: Sad, Sadness, Broken, Sad Story, Pain, Painful, Hurt, Help, Hopeless, Alone, Crying, Confused, Cutting, Giving UpI seriously am a lost little kitten. When I was young, my mother and father got a divorce. That didn't stop my father to keep tormenting my lovely hard working mother. He would call in the middle of the night, just to say "hi" and curse at my mother in all ways possible in our language, and in the English language too. Sometimes he came over too. I have bad memory, but one memory I remember clearly is when my mother and father were fighting in the bathroom, and my father broke his cologne bottle near my mother's feet, nearly cutting her feet up. I was in the corner peeking in, and was startled a lot. When my father stomped out of the house, my mother ran after him, pissed off (we live in an apartment, and were afraid of always getting kicked out cause of him.) I was left... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Loneliness, Suicidal, Moving On, Father, FamilyHello, this is my story. While growing up my mom was never around she was always working, I had no idea who my father was. He and my mom separated before I was born. I grew up with my 2 brothers, being bullied all the time my them. They always gave me demands and if I chose not to listen they'd hit me. This continued on for quite a while. I was always that girl who was by herself all the time. I used to watch all the other girls play with their friends and I thought to myself "why don't people like me?" A second grader should not be thinking about those kind of things. My mom always told me the most hateful things, things I can never forget. I used to sit there and cry for hours cause I was so miserable and my mom would tell me... [Read More]
Tags: Suicidal, Drugs, Lonely, True Story, Bullied, Rape, Broken, SadEarly in 2011, I felt as if my life was in a rut. I woke up, showered, went to school, came home, homework, and went to sleep. I never did anything different. Until Samantha came into my life. She was everything I wanted in a girl. She was absolutely perfect. Whenever I saw her, my entire day lit up as she ran into my arms. She was my true first love, first kiss, my everything. It was amazing being with her. I cared for her with everything I had. I was in love with her. But then, when school was ending, and summer was young, I couldn't go to school and see her. She told me, she was getting lonely. I sent her a message. A very, very, sappy lovey-dovey message that I never really wanted to send. I was just caring about her so she wouldn't feel bad anymore.... [Read More]
Tags: Depressed, Lonely, Suicidal, Lost, Upset, Pain, Agony, Regret, Care, Unloved, Forgotten