There was this guy named tyler, he is my step brother's friend, he has been a family friend for a long time. He and i never really got along i always thought he was annoying and just a pain, he was just always their and i never could stand him. One day he writes me on facebook, we have a causal conversation nothing too bad or good. He started flirting with me, my mind was in a million places at once trying to get the fact that he was actually flirting, i never seen him in any other way then just someone i knew that i thought was annoying, he started telling me he would shower me with compliments and that he would treat me right all the things he knew i wanted to hear. we kept our conversations private so no one would know we were talking, but it... [Read More]
Tags: Heartbreak, Used, HurtIt's one of those days, the ones in which your the only thought bouncing in my head. Everything in my reach reminds me of you. I can not escape the fate of remembering it all. Its been months,but it feels like it was just last night. I'm balled up in your hoodie, clinging to the last of your fragrance. I cling to my mattress for comfort as i silently sob into the sleeve. As I rub away the tears with my cold, pale hands i glance out the window. It's dreary, rainy, just like the night i left your room. As the grey light of the window shadows over my body i cower in my own existence. Everything is numb now, and the only thing i can tell myself is that eventually I'll forget. That someday you will mean nothing. But I feel as if the only memory I have... [Read More]
Tags: Used, Unloved